i am supposed to be on leave

i have a pact, that is to help him out if he dun know the ropes. but it's being misused.

"wah.. i very busy... you are coming back tmr right? you will collect the ic lor.. i am very busy."

okay.. you are busy.. as if i wasn't when i am on the job.

"sorry, i cannot settle your card cos i am busy, and i cannot find the SA.. for the past 4 days and last week"

yeah right, i am back for one afternoon and i finished it.

sigh.. temperance, is what i need now. i need more abilities to do things, such as to teach and handover. i really sux at it.


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on the other note, interpreting was .. as usual.. but i shall not allow another usual to happen in May! well.. it's time to grow up Ernest.

a series of unfortunate events

a nice story which i am not capable of. with a character whom i wanted to be but cmi. and i am amazed with the inventions, wit and intelligence of the kids. it's worth watching but i wish i can witness the happily ever after ending. i am still a person who likes to have a nice ending.

on leave

yeap.. i have been on leave (generally) since chu san. but i haven't accomplished all that i have set for myself. mainly due to the fact that my computer is down. now that it is up.. i wish i can start off right.

lotsa of things to do and lotsa pple to go out with. choice is a matter. a whollistic life.. wow~ so admirable.

from today will i start, my progess report. i dun have much time left actually, only less than 1 month.

seek similar

heard that the opposites will compliment you and you will be happy togehter..

friends are/arne't as such? i am not sure.. wish that i can have friends who are similar and that we can think and act similarly.. or at least comfortable witht the ways they handle things..

i guess there are pple aroudn who are like me.. but well.. they are just not avail for me. ~

third time

well.. i guess it's just ernest.

37, 57, 70!

if car can jaydrive, i would have passed~...

actually, it feels really good to have HIM to fall back on in times of sadness. i am so glad, that today, after much struggles and and reflecitons.. i still can fall back on Someone.

i need a new phone plan

FREE INCOMING!!

too ambitious

i think i am too ambitious, trying to do and achieve things that are erm.. maybe beyong me..

i want to have a perfect dreamerize.com

i want to be proficient.. but can i?

sigh>~ try harder lor...

just a nice song...

i can't sleep
your ????
your words whirling inside my head
oh..
never knew it could be this bad

i was a fool
i play too cool
i tot i was all that you have, just me
never tot i can be so sad
it seems only yesterday

so happy we two
now just look at me,
alone and so blue

i was wrong , i admit it , wo qiu ni hui lai
i'm so sorry, please forgive me,
please come back to me.
i was wrong , i admit it , wo qiu ni hui lai
i'm so sorry, please forgive me,
please come back, come back, to me.


i pick up the phone
i call you home
my heart pounding hoping that you will say,
"it's ok , let;s try again"

i ????
i hesistate,
i dun know if you will giv eme that chance to say.,
"it's okay, let's try again"

there's so much i want to say,
for all that i have done
but when you come on the line
the words just wun come

i was wrong, i admin it. wo qiu ni hui lai
i am so sorry, please forgive me
please come back to me
i was wrong, i admin it, wo qiu ni hui lai
i'm so sorry, please forgive me,
please come back, come back, to me.

i know i'm wrong, and i ask for another chance
can we please try again.. .. .. .oh.. . i was wrong, i admit it, wo qiu ni hui lai,
i'm so sorry, please forgive me,
please come back to me.

i was wrong, i admit it , wo qiu ni hui lai
i'm so sorry, please forgive em,
please come back, come back to me..

oh..

come back, please come back to me...

dun work too hard

so desu ne

to nigel, it's because I shouldn't be the one tellin him.
wilfred, i dun know what...
me? if i shouldn't be poking my nose, people, please dun ask me about it.

sO. i am just poking my nose into the wrong hole.. peng de yi bi zi hui...

honestly now,... i think,
1. it's just unfair.
2. i have headed the wrong direction.
3. what's my stand?

Man proposes

If God willing,

i will clear leave on 11th.
i will go roc on 28th mar
i will come back on 29 apr
i will ord on 5th may.

meanwhile,

i need God's help,

to be a better person
to be a better upperstudy
to have a better relationship with people
to be more tactful

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i still have about 900 emails to filter and delete off.. sorry.. i mean 1200, forgot to include sent mail~.. need to hand over liao~