The arena, a showcase of slams
On the green clay, sprinkled with sand
Boom, boom, bom-boom danced the Spaldings
Knocks over the 100-Plus, that's 30 cents
Here we've made laps during our PTs
Also shot the 50s, practised our FTs
Fought like a consummate team when we dadui
But when things go ugly...kaninabui
But then again, it's okay Cus even Kobe gets droughts on days
He's got a partner, they call him Shaq
"Dun worry, I've got it", he'll carry it on his back
The ring on their minds, alternatives forgone
Those shoulders, though sore from fouls, they're there to cry on
But who's team issit? 34 or 8?
Enough with the debate...the team saw its fate
And so we've heard, our team's gone separate ways
You'll play treble, I'd play bass
U2 sings about 'all that you can't leave behind'
But listen again, the title's "Walk On", there're treasures we must find
I love you guys, I guess you realise
How ecstatic I am back in dunman high
I'm still playing point, tell me when you want that alley
48 minutes' too fast. I prayed for an OT
Same court, same dust from the construction yard
You guard me...to the hoop i cut Winner's ball.
Check. Down the baseline. Dish Headfake. Crossover. Pulls the J.
Swish I'll be playing my game, you play yours
Guess I'll go play the reel, check out the replays through the years
Spree & CWebb too, got seperated
When All-Star Weekend came...reunited
DHSSJAB-2-thousand A Godsend from Heaven above Love by joel
~U2 sings about 'all that you can't leave behind' , But listen again, the title's "Walk On"~ i heard this line from wah2 in jc1.. but it's my first time reading the length of words... it's not applicable to me as i am not in SJAB.. but it still strikes me...
Knocks over the 100-Plus, that's 30 cents yeah.. and i can still remember the auntie at stall number 10. those were the days.
the context may not apply but the feeling is common. the forever dilema of "leaving the shores to look for oceans"....
lost of words............ wahwah, joel and you all, congrats, you have found yourself a squad/memory to fall back on.... i wish i have had been dedicated to my cca, if i could, if i would...
Tuesday, March 30, 2004
stumbling into blogs
it's nice to stumble into other pple's blog... it's a surprise and you get more surprises reading... cool~
Monday, March 29, 2004
thoughts
i have thoughtS.. and often to sparse and littered to capture them...
the SAT book that i have been keeping is yuwei's. and i wonder where is mine!!! so, ahem.. i have failed to return to yuwei on behalf of huiying.. sorry huiying.. and i have forgotten to return yuwei, making him to travel all the way to my house.. sorry yuwei.. so, the question is "WHERE IS MY BOOK@!" nvm lah.. i guess i wun take SAT again.. too stupid to improve my score.. haha..
and i agree... it's fun to read friends' blog... no matter how crappy. guess i am supertitious.. but those born around my birthday(may-jun).. seem to share similar thoughts with me.. reading their blog makes me feel that i am not the only weirdo..
driving,.. i sux at it.. but i am going to make my first attempt.. knowing that i most likely will fail.. i just pray for safety!! then agian.. i also wan to pass lah.. yuwei pass with 1 attempt!!! well.. though my psychomoto skill is not good compared to him... but i just wish. WISH.. pls pray for me.. haha..
i have wrote a mini article on how i feel bout the SAF care for soldiers core values.. how untrue it is.. send to office people... and later also to mrs seet.. *regret... shouldnt have sent to her.. sigh** driving instructor mr lee says "Officers zui bu xi huan de are those A levels students.. cos they will complain and they know how to complain.. " shit.. i guess i have just complained .. see if i can retrieve back the mail tmr.. ....
maybe i will try to blog that email tmr.. it's bout DO in ops room not standing in for DC for lunch.. ... crapp.. dun knwo why i wrote the crap on it as well.. it doesn't matter to me. !! crapp.. and i regret.. !~~@*JKLJL:
and erm.. i think my office store is in a disaster. and i realise our trolley is missing !! fre** have to find it before the stock take.. why must stocktake,. it's trouble.. and me~!!! and of cos the others also lah..
my pes e friends from tekong tryin to arrange an outing to go out.. there's mass email sent these few days.. total of 9 people out of 12 people in my bunk (including me) in the address list.. haha... but the responding participates are ernest, yue'en, alvin, matt, seto, maki, zhaosheng... see lah.. i will try to arrange.. hm. it's time to meet up after our 1year anniversary.. =)
realise that ru's blog getting a bit out of my league.. well.. it's good for my info.. .haha..
and jevin is not blogging again..
oh ya.. pls hope for me that i can find my missing leave forms/MCs and LEAVE CARDS!. yeah..
the SAT book that i have been keeping is yuwei's. and i wonder where is mine!!! so, ahem.. i have failed to return to yuwei on behalf of huiying.. sorry huiying.. and i have forgotten to return yuwei, making him to travel all the way to my house.. sorry yuwei.. so, the question is "WHERE IS MY BOOK@!" nvm lah.. i guess i wun take SAT again.. too stupid to improve my score.. haha..
and i agree... it's fun to read friends' blog... no matter how crappy. guess i am supertitious.. but those born around my birthday(may-jun).. seem to share similar thoughts with me.. reading their blog makes me feel that i am not the only weirdo..
driving,.. i sux at it.. but i am going to make my first attempt.. knowing that i most likely will fail.. i just pray for safety!! then agian.. i also wan to pass lah.. yuwei pass with 1 attempt!!! well.. though my psychomoto skill is not good compared to him... but i just wish. WISH.. pls pray for me.. haha..
i have wrote a mini article on how i feel bout the SAF care for soldiers core values.. how untrue it is.. send to office people... and later also to mrs seet.. *regret... shouldnt have sent to her.. sigh** driving instructor mr lee says "Officers zui bu xi huan de are those A levels students.. cos they will complain and they know how to complain.. " shit.. i guess i have just complained .. see if i can retrieve back the mail tmr.. ....
maybe i will try to blog that email tmr.. it's bout DO in ops room not standing in for DC for lunch.. ... crapp.. dun knwo why i wrote the crap on it as well.. it doesn't matter to me. !! crapp.. and i regret.. !~~@*JKLJL:
and erm.. i think my office store is in a disaster. and i realise our trolley is missing !! fre** have to find it before the stock take.. why must stocktake,. it's trouble.. and me~!!! and of cos the others also lah..
my pes e friends from tekong tryin to arrange an outing to go out.. there's mass email sent these few days.. total of 9 people out of 12 people in my bunk (including me) in the address list.. haha... but the responding participates are ernest, yue'en, alvin, matt, seto, maki, zhaosheng... see lah.. i will try to arrange.. hm. it's time to meet up after our 1year anniversary.. =)
realise that ru's blog getting a bit out of my league.. well.. it's good for my info.. .haha..
and jevin is not blogging again..
oh ya.. pls hope for me that i can find my missing leave forms/MCs and LEAVE CARDS!. yeah..
Saturday, March 27, 2004
juggling the ball
there are so many friends around you.. and yet we have to put in effort to keep them. and maintain the friendship. it's definitely not easy. there's this group of friends whom i only meet them once a year. yesh once a year or less. and i really think that they are my friends.. - weiliang, jingyu, jiapei, jevin... and i hope they list me as their friends too..
there's really not enough time to be a familiy boy, and yet going out with all my friends.. so spending time together must be of quality. (yeah. . . easier said than done)..
and this is quite bad. i am falling into my inferiority complex trap again. keep thinking that people are not interested to be with me... and rejecting their invitation to go out just because i will THINK that they INVITE ONLY OUT OF COURTESY. this stupid, idiotic mentality has cost my friendship with calvin weiming.. how can i actually fault again!! it shows that i dun learn or i just haven cross my personal hurdle. army is suppose to let me start afresh.. dun let me fault myself again please.
it's just not easy to juggle your different appts in life... `
there's really not enough time to be a familiy boy, and yet going out with all my friends.. so spending time together must be of quality. (yeah. . . easier said than done)..
and this is quite bad. i am falling into my inferiority complex trap again. keep thinking that people are not interested to be with me... and rejecting their invitation to go out just because i will THINK that they INVITE ONLY OUT OF COURTESY. this stupid, idiotic mentality has cost my friendship with calvin weiming.. how can i actually fault again!! it shows that i dun learn or i just haven cross my personal hurdle. army is suppose to let me start afresh.. dun let me fault myself again please.
it's just not easy to juggle your different appts in life... `
feel like askin mrs seet to find means to promote me to 3SG... cos i think i am most likely to go for BMT recourse.. then if i 3sg.. more seh.. haha... and of cos.. the money is enticing.
weiming ask me to play pool tmr at 3.. but i cannot turn up cos got shomerim.. "sianz... nitez.." that's his reply. really have drifted from them. but.. maybe it's for my good. hua bu tou ji ban ju duo.... what's more when they have nth to tell me.. always see wx and m talking bout their common friends.. m and c talking bout gfs. a clique or companionship.. still a question lingering..
tink francis is a fun-loving guy.. jovial... guess that's him and his upbringing.. just like jiwei.. and they can never see my side of views. there's a world out there beyond OUR comprehension.... he keep saying shaojie is very poor thing.. but dun he sees that he's the fortunate chap? nvm.. i am talkin too much..
there's supposed to be dinner outing with my bravo p3s3... wondering will it turn up fine..
feeling incoherent today..
weiming ask me to play pool tmr at 3.. but i cannot turn up cos got shomerim.. "sianz... nitez.." that's his reply. really have drifted from them. but.. maybe it's for my good. hua bu tou ji ban ju duo.... what's more when they have nth to tell me.. always see wx and m talking bout their common friends.. m and c talking bout gfs. a clique or companionship.. still a question lingering..
tink francis is a fun-loving guy.. jovial... guess that's him and his upbringing.. just like jiwei.. and they can never see my side of views. there's a world out there beyond OUR comprehension.... he keep saying shaojie is very poor thing.. but dun he sees that he's the fortunate chap? nvm.. i am talkin too much..
there's supposed to be dinner outing with my bravo p3s3... wondering will it turn up fine..
feeling incoherent today..
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
just a whine. . .
i must really thank all who are reading my blog.. but just like to point out something. i am not complaining bout my workload. i guess i am kinda a workaholic, so.. it's not much of an issue to me.
my emphasis is that.. my office isn't very erm.. productive altogether. i dun like this hypothesis: 80% of the work done by 20% of the people. it's not healthy. ideal case is that all of us do our part well and enjoy friendly working relationship.. isnt that nice?
i like to win, but i prefer to win as a team.. because winners are loners, but a winning team is never lonely.
my emphasis is that.. my office isn't very erm.. productive altogether. i dun like this hypothesis: 80% of the work done by 20% of the people. it's not healthy. ideal case is that all of us do our part well and enjoy friendly working relationship.. isnt that nice?
i like to win, but i prefer to win as a team.. because winners are loners, but a winning team is never lonely.
Monday, March 22, 2004
i wish
i wish for a lot of things. and i dun think i can tell them here coherently.... if i talk properly here,m i am not myself. what the heck.
but if i dun talk properly.. what' the point.? people alwyas, even phycho test keep telling me that i am a person of disorgansied thoughts and people cannot follow my thoughts!!
is that why my office sux now? my office really sux.. everyone is so uncoperative. where is the previously happy, productive office and workteam. i made a MISTAKe. i am doing to much.. everyone in the office think that erenst can do it. RO, nvm got ernest, PS, also got ernest, ACTIVE, all by ernest, minutes also can give ernest, FOE, AOR, OA sys, LOG CASE, draft letters, store items, authenticate stores, registry, despatch... NS clerks not around, ernest can cover ALSO, UAS dun know how to use.. can ask him. ARMAS, also can ask ernest. someone at the phone taking crap.?" ernest.. you call.."
it is my mistake. i have failed. in even leading a small group of people let the office function!!!! somehow, i understand why a rank is necessary in army. With rank, if you know everything, you are the I/C and you can diseminate the jobs... like usual. without rank, they think you are the clerk for the job. what the hell....
i send RO, they thought i am the RO clerk. why can't they be more discerning to understand that i am sending on behalf of maj lim... i am standing in for mrs seet/maj lim.. not RO clerk.!
being nosey into too many things in office make me hot-tempered!!! and to them, maybe bossy is the correct word. i dun want to be bossy... i jsut wan things to get done. but when i dun see things get done... i just feel crap.. i mean, why are we ^*#)#$&,.... dun knwo lah.. the world just f up....
maybe God should send His fire down today.... okok.. i know it's not time yet.. okook..
(pls forget bout the a/m sentence)
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but if i dun talk properly.. what' the point.? people alwyas, even phycho test keep telling me that i am a person of disorgansied thoughts and people cannot follow my thoughts!!
is that why my office sux now? my office really sux.. everyone is so uncoperative. where is the previously happy, productive office and workteam. i made a MISTAKe. i am doing to much.. everyone in the office think that erenst can do it. RO, nvm got ernest, PS, also got ernest, ACTIVE, all by ernest, minutes also can give ernest, FOE, AOR, OA sys, LOG CASE, draft letters, store items, authenticate stores, registry, despatch... NS clerks not around, ernest can cover ALSO, UAS dun know how to use.. can ask him. ARMAS, also can ask ernest. someone at the phone taking crap.?" ernest.. you call.."
it is my mistake. i have failed. in even leading a small group of people let the office function!!!! somehow, i understand why a rank is necessary in army. With rank, if you know everything, you are the I/C and you can diseminate the jobs... like usual. without rank, they think you are the clerk for the job. what the hell....
i send RO, they thought i am the RO clerk. why can't they be more discerning to understand that i am sending on behalf of maj lim... i am standing in for mrs seet/maj lim.. not RO clerk.!
being nosey into too many things in office make me hot-tempered!!! and to them, maybe bossy is the correct word. i dun want to be bossy... i jsut wan things to get done. but when i dun see things get done... i just feel crap.. i mean, why are we ^*#)#$&,.... dun knwo lah.. the world just f up....
maybe God should send His fire down today.... okok.. i know it's not time yet.. okook..
(pls forget bout the a/m sentence)
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Sunday, March 21, 2004
what can one achieve..
kinda get to know quite some time ago already. William and wah wah in bmtc as pc, joel at 39 sce. met up with joel after more than one year at the business bash.
joel, kinda my friend, but more of a classmate. no change to know him further. guess we are just from diff realms. even at the bash, he's talking to weiming. and then disappear with yuanhong. haha..
colin going to pass out soon as well, going to be arty offr. oh ya, woon choon also arty offr right.. and jian hong. well. the list just gets more.. erm.. reluctantly expected..
mrs seet submitted my nomination of letter of commendation. should i be happy to have that? i think even if i am really deserving it, it comes too soon. i would rather to have that at my year of ord. to have that commendation, people going to expect more out from me. can i still contribute? inspection coming, and i still think that i dun ahve the energy to tidy up the rest of stuffs..
oh man.. pls, why is my world and my responsibities be coming from office. i should have a life outside. I should be talking bout my fellowship group in church, my baptism coming..
or i should be talking bout my role as an elder brother to edmund. am i getting my priorities right in life?
i am trying to give my best.. in all things i do. and i spend most time in office.. so i am normal? or am i not? crap.. stop it..
let me get on with my personal project to get a domain name and space and my website up...
joel, kinda my friend, but more of a classmate. no change to know him further. guess we are just from diff realms. even at the bash, he's talking to weiming. and then disappear with yuanhong. haha..
colin going to pass out soon as well, going to be arty offr. oh ya, woon choon also arty offr right.. and jian hong. well. the list just gets more.. erm.. reluctantly expected..
mrs seet submitted my nomination of letter of commendation. should i be happy to have that? i think even if i am really deserving it, it comes too soon. i would rather to have that at my year of ord. to have that commendation, people going to expect more out from me. can i still contribute? inspection coming, and i still think that i dun ahve the energy to tidy up the rest of stuffs..
oh man.. pls, why is my world and my responsibities be coming from office. i should have a life outside. I should be talking bout my fellowship group in church, my baptism coming..
or i should be talking bout my role as an elder brother to edmund. am i getting my priorities right in life?
i am trying to give my best.. in all things i do. and i spend most time in office.. so i am normal? or am i not? crap.. stop it..
let me get on with my personal project to get a domain name and space and my website up...
Saturday, March 20, 2004
Enzine.net - Tim's Chemistry Exam
Enzine.net - Tim's Chemistry Exam hmm.. this guy has the guts..
anywya, haha. i also cannot ans the question now liao.. freak~
anywya, haha. i also cannot ans the question now liao.. freak~
new layout...
sigh... i seems to be giving up on my geocities.com/blurdreamer. dun find any purpose to maintain that, when i dun have my domain name and webspace. I am thinkin fo getting a domain, and asking friends to be cohost, that they also get to use the space and address.. yeah.. and then, i can try to use movabletype to blog... hm.. that seems more cool and pro..haha. ok.. i am just thinkin only.. till now haven found anyone to cohost with me.
this new page isn't good also.. got quite a number of bugs.. that's one whole afternoon ok work. *sweat*.. when can i be erm.. more pro? haha... see first lah.. i will wait and see.
i hope this page will be more refreshing.. my initial aim is to use grey white and yellow for this page.. but.. sigh.. my YELLOW project failed again. when then can i have my yellowpage.? >>.
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seeing that wah wah did the same disorderthingie test as ruyi, hah.. kinda glad and happy to know what we are reading each others' blog.. a bane or blessing? dun knwo lah..
ok..i am talking to much cock liao. ~
this new page isn't good also.. got quite a number of bugs.. that's one whole afternoon ok work. *sweat*.. when can i be erm.. more pro? haha... see first lah.. i will wait and see.
i hope this page will be more refreshing.. my initial aim is to use grey white and yellow for this page.. but.. sigh.. my YELLOW project failed again. when then can i have my yellowpage.? >>.
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seeing that wah wah did the same disorderthingie test as ruyi, hah.. kinda glad and happy to know what we are reading each others' blog.. a bane or blessing? dun knwo lah..
ok..i am talking to much cock liao. ~
Friday, March 19, 2004
| Disorder | Rating |
| Paranoid: | Moderate |
| Schizoid: | Moderate |
| Schizotypal: | High |
| Antisocial: | Moderate |
| Borderline: | Moderate |
| Histrionic: | High |
| Narcissistic: | Moderate |
| Avoidant: | High |
| Dependent: | High |
| Obsessive-Compulsive: | Moderate |
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- | |
yeah.. i think i sux....
Thursday, March 18, 2004
FUNNIE!!!
Origami Boulder Company -- Original Origami Gifts!
the funniest site ever! reallie.. you will laugh, for no reasons, as i did. ~
the funniest site ever! reallie.. you will laugh, for no reasons, as i did. ~
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
i need to change
i can feel that dixon have found me different. i guess.. to them now, i am erm.. someone too enthu in his work, or in fact, taking things too seriously. erm.. to much to be on mrs seet's side. and of cos.. a bit of a big boss attitude. well.. i am trying to stop my attitude. but i just cannot help it but to feel, wanted by all... i am in the office for too long, and have make people know that i know quite a no of things. how? i dun wan to be a bossy, unfriendly person.
it is not right to compare. but man are just wretched. and like to compare. i am comparing to francis.. well.. he's like so much charismatic than me.. how? covetousness in work. pray that i can be a better/humbler person.
it is better to be shen chang bu lou, mo mo geng yun.......... pray for strength
it is not right to compare. but man are just wretched. and like to compare. i am comparing to francis.. well.. he's like so much charismatic than me.. how? covetousness in work. pray that i can be a better/humbler person.
it is better to be shen chang bu lou, mo mo geng yun.......... pray for strength
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
�� imagine2.5 :: shot through the monitor
�� imagine2.5 :: shot through the monitor was reading thru matt's blog from jan 03 to bout mar...
knida like reading his blog.. i feel like my thoughts penned down by someone else. so close to my thoughts.. and i bet he has the same thoughts as me too.. difference, we have decided to write down on diff things.. am i making sense.. ? nvm...
i know i am not alone.
knida like reading his blog.. i feel like my thoughts penned down by someone else. so close to my thoughts.. and i bet he has the same thoughts as me too.. difference, we have decided to write down on diff things.. am i making sense.. ? nvm...
i know i am not alone.
Monday, March 15, 2004
blog vs online journal
wah^2 says...
blog= a records of websites you visit
online= a log book of your life.
and i am here, logging some of of freq visits online...
blog= a records of websites you visit
online= a log book of your life.
and i am here, logging some of of freq visits online...
my daily treats
Welcome to uComics Web Site featuring Calvin and Hobbes -- The Best Comic Site In The Universe!
yes.. this is my everyday must visit site... really intrigued by calvin and his thoughts.
have read smth like this from Bill Watterson (the author), "calvin is everything that i wasn't, that's why i like it..."
cheers~
ya.. finding money and ideas for new phone.. cos i just lose it.~
yes.. this is my everyday must visit site... really intrigued by calvin and his thoughts.
have read smth like this from Bill Watterson (the author), "calvin is everything that i wasn't, that's why i like it..."
cheers~
ya.. finding money and ideas for new phone.. cos i just lose it.~
lost hp
i misplaced my handphone... argh!!! why!! worse thing.. i dun left my phone at silent mode. so? cannot track its location.. ..
and then again... well.. i wish i know how to behave in office.. what should i say? i am supposed to be so called the i/c among ourselves but they... erm.. just dun listen to me.. guess i am not a good leader afterall..
i need to learn.. to be a good leader.. but i have been trying for so long.. can i make it?
and then again... well.. i wish i know how to behave in office.. what should i say? i am supposed to be so called the i/c among ourselves but they... erm.. just dun listen to me.. guess i am not a good leader afterall..
i need to learn.. to be a good leader.. but i have been trying for so long.. can i make it?
Saturday, March 13, 2004
blogging
want to install chinese programme and start blogging in chinese.. think i need to exercise my brain thinkin in chinese liao..
since October.. i have been blogging, online. really wonder how am i supposed to archive these blog entries to safekeeping sake. i have a few books of diary liao.. think i should have really con't writing in books?? nay.. typing is faster and i can blog everywhere. ~
so, have to think of solutions.
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i cannot wake up today again!! so take my off to stay at home lor.. erm.. but i cnanot con;t with this forever.. need grace and diligence to wake up when it is time to wake up!!!
since October.. i have been blogging, online. really wonder how am i supposed to archive these blog entries to safekeeping sake. i have a few books of diary liao.. think i should have really con't writing in books?? nay.. typing is faster and i can blog everywhere. ~
so, have to think of solutions.
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i cannot wake up today again!! so take my off to stay at home lor.. erm.. but i cnanot con;t with this forever.. need grace and diligence to wake up when it is time to wake up!!!
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
routine report
0001 DRIVING LESSON
1. May i am blessed not to go BMT. Cos i am so cocked up with my coordination. I am so.... such a psychomotor-moron.
2. my test date is 21 APR 04 at 1300hrs.. pray for me.
0002 Guitar
1. Trying to learn.. hope for progres...
0003 Gameboy Advance SP
1. Wanted to buy. it will be my FIRST game machine since young.. maybe it's the lack of games that cause my incompetent coordination skills.
1. May i am blessed not to go BMT. Cos i am so cocked up with my coordination. I am so.... such a psychomotor-moron.
2. my test date is 21 APR 04 at 1300hrs.. pray for me.
0002 Guitar
1. Trying to learn.. hope for progres...
0003 Gameboy Advance SP
1. Wanted to buy. it will be my FIRST game machine since young.. maybe it's the lack of games that cause my incompetent coordination skills.
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
sour grapes
dun ask me who are the people talking.. i only know they are farmiliar people...
dann> oh.. you offr har?
Armyboi19> cool..
Armyboi19> yeah..
dann> oh.. now then i know..
Armyboi19> hehe
dann> no wonder you say your job not very tough
Armyboi19> hehe..
Armyboi19> yep
dann> ok..
dann> now, i have to re align my impression of you.
Armyboi19> y
Armyboi19>
dann> eh..
dann> dun know..
dann> got a different impression for offr
Armyboi19> y? must be a reason
Armyboi19> really what sorta impression
dann> maybe it's the 10 months they spend in ocs..
dann> kinda giving them some characteristic
dann> that.. i may not understand
Armyboi19> hmmm. like
Armyboi19> the 10 months isnt really such a big deal.
dann> dun know..
Armyboi19> im still me
dann> stuck up?
dann> but i know the real reason for my behavior.
Armyboi19> yeah.. as a group we are a bit arrogant...
Armyboi19> but im still ok alone hehe
Armyboi19> what is the real reason
dann> it's a self-centred, uunbalanced mindset i am having
Armyboi19> heh....
dann> erm..
dann> you know i was from vj rigth
Armyboi19> yeah
dann> the offr rate is like erm.. quite high lah
Armyboi19> ohok
Armyboi19> yeah alot of guys in my platoon from vj
dann> well.. in short i just cannot accept that i am not offr also..
dann> haha..
dann> a but the.. erm. sour grapes right.
Armyboi19> ohok....
Armyboi19> yeah. but if i didnt get ot be an officer i would be seriously pissed
Armyboi19> off
Armyboi19> its really everything you think it is and better..
Armyboi19> sorry for rubbing it in..
dann> what is worse, the offr in my batch..
Armyboi19> hehe..
dann> i really question myself: man... this kind of people also can make it.
Armyboi19> yeah true
Armyboi19> some fucked up ppl do comissioned as an officer
Armyboi19> some slip thtough the cracks
dann> but i din even go thru selection..
Armyboi19> i know ALOT
dann> i downgraded mah..
dann> so, not eligible..
dann> so be it.
Armyboi19> then you most prob would get in
Armyboi19> if you we highter pes
dann> that's the thought that kill me!
dann> i keep thinking i am destined to be one but yet .. left out
dann> ok..
dann> i am getting over liao.
dann> oh.. you offr har?
Armyboi19> cool..
Armyboi19> yeah..
dann> oh.. now then i know..
Armyboi19> hehe
dann> no wonder you say your job not very tough
Armyboi19> hehe..
Armyboi19> yep
dann> ok..
dann> now, i have to re align my impression of you.
Armyboi19> y
Armyboi19>
dann> eh..
dann> dun know..
dann> got a different impression for offr
Armyboi19> y? must be a reason
Armyboi19> really what sorta impression
dann> maybe it's the 10 months they spend in ocs..
dann> kinda giving them some characteristic
dann> that.. i may not understand
Armyboi19> hmmm. like
Armyboi19> the 10 months isnt really such a big deal.
dann> dun know..
Armyboi19> im still me
dann> stuck up?
dann> but i know the real reason for my behavior.
Armyboi19> yeah.. as a group we are a bit arrogant...
Armyboi19> but im still ok alone hehe
Armyboi19> what is the real reason
dann> it's a self-centred, uunbalanced mindset i am having
Armyboi19> heh....
dann> erm..
dann> you know i was from vj rigth
Armyboi19> yeah
dann> the offr rate is like erm.. quite high lah
Armyboi19> ohok
Armyboi19> yeah alot of guys in my platoon from vj
dann> well.. in short i just cannot accept that i am not offr also..
dann> haha..
dann> a but the.. erm. sour grapes right.
Armyboi19> ohok....
Armyboi19> yeah. but if i didnt get ot be an officer i would be seriously pissed
Armyboi19> off
Armyboi19> its really everything you think it is and better..
Armyboi19> sorry for rubbing it in..
dann> what is worse, the offr in my batch..
Armyboi19> hehe..
dann> i really question myself: man... this kind of people also can make it.
Armyboi19> yeah true
Armyboi19> some fucked up ppl do comissioned as an officer
Armyboi19> some slip thtough the cracks
dann> but i din even go thru selection..
Armyboi19> i know ALOT
dann> i downgraded mah..
dann> so, not eligible..
dann> so be it.
Armyboi19> then you most prob would get in
Armyboi19> if you we highter pes
dann> that's the thought that kill me!
dann> i keep thinking i am destined to be one but yet .. left out
dann> ok..
dann> i am getting over liao.
Thursday, March 04, 2004
Adelbert Steiner
Adelbert Steiner: "
Which Final Fantasy (IV-X) Character are you?
by steevi "
i think this fits me more accurately.. he..
Which Final Fantasy (IV-X) Character are you?
by steevi
i think this fits me more accurately.. he..
grass greener on the other side
someone called me today.. alan. talk to him for a while and soon, we are back to the topic bout how busy, impt, he is in his camp. but how much things he does and how the other offr treat him so nicely. it sounds appealing to me.. make me, at a point to think that he's so capable, good, fortunate and how nice will it be if i were him..
BUT think again.. i have been going out for breakfast with Maj Lim, mrs seet, often meetin up with Ltc yong, Ltc Sunny, etc.. and i dun feel good having this kind of treatment already.. will i be really happy if i were alan?? I am, on one hand, trying to wash my hands of things to make me less impt in office, yet on the other hand trying to think how nice will it be if i were as impt as alan. Human Beings!! are so argh.. incorrigible.
so, let me be content with my work, and pray hard that i can do my job well. clear up whatever i have and tidy up the stuffs.!!! pray that i can recover all the stuffs e.g. the documents and dockets.. and all that...
hope tmr i can wake up in time..time to sleep. nite!
BUT think again.. i have been going out for breakfast with Maj Lim, mrs seet, often meetin up with Ltc yong, Ltc Sunny, etc.. and i dun feel good having this kind of treatment already.. will i be really happy if i were alan?? I am, on one hand, trying to wash my hands of things to make me less impt in office, yet on the other hand trying to think how nice will it be if i were as impt as alan. Human Beings!! are so argh.. incorrigible.
so, let me be content with my work, and pray hard that i can do my job well. clear up whatever i have and tidy up the stuffs.!!! pray that i can recover all the stuffs e.g. the documents and dockets.. and all that...
hope tmr i can wake up in time..time to sleep. nite!
know-me Quiz
do take if you think you want.. tks... dun force yourself.. just entertain me if you have time. =)
Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!
Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
~blustarr thinks...~
~blustarr thinks...~ another blog service provider... and it's quite nicely done up... i wonder why did i even embark on web designing... it was to have a nice blog page. but blogskin.com will do the job.
so what if i know how to use css etc.. will it be useful??
but i will still con't learn.. dun know for what.. just learn lor..
so what if i know how to use css etc.. will it be useful??
but i will still con't learn.. dun know for what.. just learn lor..
Monday, March 01, 2004
nil
today i kinda lost my temper... i regret. many people think that i am doing too much as an nsf. in fact, i am treating my ns life to seriously.. "ernest, it's only ns, not your career." i agree but i cannot help but to treat it seriously. i can't make myself be bochap bout what is assigned to me. erm.. well.. in fact, according to them, i am doing beyond my share. true or false? i dun know. what i hope now, is that i wan to learn how to cope with more work and yet maintaining my cool. a silent worker.. that's what is right.
learning to drive today. make some improvement. getting bolder. but i do pray for safety. it's really dangerous on the road.
quote from somewhere life is a bed of roses, but roses have thorns!...
learning to drive today. make some improvement. getting bolder. but i do pray for safety. it's really dangerous on the road.
quote from somewhere life is a bed of roses, but roses have thorns!...
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