Thursday, August 20, 2009

iPhone n responsibility of speech

My current best investment is an iPhone. Not only did it give me
connectivity at work n during travel, its application really makes
things so much more convenient. If I am take bus n hav an option of
changing different bus services at different bus stop, my application
allows me to check of the waiting time for either scenerio. Hence I
can make an informed decision.

Sometimes I felt that I talk too much. Sometimes too little. I must
learn to be confident n responsible for my speech. N I must learn n
improve myself so that I can stop being an empty vessel. :( God help me.

Ps: this is blog thru iPhone too.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

something to look forward to

like what lipchong says.. everyone need to have something to look forward to...

i have decided.. i want to travel... prob US or UK.. in Jan 2010. 
so for now.. i need to plan and save and imagine and dream bout it. heheh.. 

Monday, August 17, 2009

Be of one mind

The teachings of Christ is great. The most important thing is that He
has commanded n influenced conformity n alignment of ideals. The ideal
man n the ideal woman is outlined. So is the ideal father mother wife
n husband, ideal pastor deacon, boss n subordinate. The entire roles n
responsibilities of man is laid down before us to follow.

How ideal if every one will follow the laws n teachings. However, man
jus cannot follow one set of ideals.

But those who lived by the same ideals n values will be drawn to each
other. They will come together n eventually become a community. So,
what man has to do is to live the values they believe n to stick to
it. N things will be just fine for him.

In hall, most pple came by to see what the place has to offer. But it
doesn't has a set values to offer. N hence no common values that will
bind the people together. What it offers is the trend n styles of the
choleric population. Within the span of the years that they stay
together, should the trend n styles affected n accepted by the
majority, the group will stay. If it can infect n affect the
generations hence, that is when the alumni is influencial. N that is
when u can consider a tradition is formed.

Traditions is a means n method to force certain conformity. I'm sure
the church has tried but we all know the traditions sometimes became
senseless rules. For the church they can hav a reformation where
people can retrace their roots with the Word of God.

For a place like a hall where pple come and go, once the traditions
are perverted n mixed up, there is no documentation to rely on fit a
"reformation".


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Anyway, it is just saddening to see kids juniors even children to move
on without you.

If I'm a teacher, I will prob emo every year end. :(

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

I guess it's time. The Almighty God above has shown me that there's no
other way. What I hav to do now is just to start my personal life with
him again. It's time to get back to my routine.

But at the same time, I need to b more studious n start studying.
Enough revelations thru thoughts n dreams, it's time to get some thru
hard core studying. :)

:)

Sunday, August 09, 2009

starting line

每个人的人生的起跑点都不一样。有些人在枪声响后都还没起跑。我虽然不能说跑前头,其实也不算与别人在同个起跑点上,但我很庆幸我现在有健全的身体,能够在跑道上。

我祈祷,希望上帝能给我时间让我能毫无意外的跑到起跑点上。 



Thursday, August 06, 2009

Job

As I read liming n Marilyn blog about their job, I think I should jot
down something before I got so numb n cannot write anything.

For those who dun know, I m leading a very no-life lifestyle. I am
always trying to OT at work because that will compensation my
considerable low pay. Also, there's really so much to do n to learn at
work that ot is necessary.

What I m doing is to coordinate a certain project that I hav little
technical knowledge. For shearites to understand, it's like being an
SP producer with no idea what is stage, script n sponsors etc. Or,
it's like vice-chairing rag with absolutely no idea what's the work
flow between the engrs n designers.

Am I complaining? Nope. I am thankful for The job. It's prob the
closest thing I can do that is related to chemical engineering. N this
job also also urge me to study harder n grab the chance to learn as
much as possible.

N th colleagues are quite nice!! I jus need to be less self conscious
n mingle more. N my boss is forgiving for all the mistakes made. :)
thank God.

So what do I do after OT? Tuition. Yes. I am still having students for
reasons like the parent doesn't want to change tutor n I need Te
money. Yes. I see the stack of debts that I am incurring n the lack of
cash in the family. I m not complaining also. I am thankful for the
assignments that I hav. N further more, I am not dating n my friends
are too busy dating. The best alternative is to moonlight. This is
also influenced by my bro lipchong. He says, "when I watch tv at home,
I will think it's a waste of time. He could be teaching tuition to
earn money. "

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I am generally very thankful for a job now especially during a time
like this. As I talk to more pple I also start to wonder about my
career progression. Was talking to tong on his car n talk about
earning 7-8k n the pple generally agree that is not enough. Ok. It
means I hav a long way to go.

At this moment, I'm not looking at months or years later. I'm jus keen
to wait for the next pay day to arrive.

If you are thinking that I want to be a salary worker all my life, I
dun think do. But I jus hav to settle the problems at sight first.
Secretly I m still dreaming. I jus need more time to breed n nurture
this dream.

Saturday, August 01, 2009

When the music fades All is stripped away .....

what's left?

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and i am thinking.. what is interesting recently.. that i can engage myself in..