down something before I got so numb n cannot write anything.
For those who dun know, I m leading a very no-life lifestyle. I am
always trying to OT at work because that will compensation my
considerable low pay. Also, there's really so much to do n to learn at
work that ot is necessary.
What I m doing is to coordinate a certain project that I hav little
technical knowledge. For shearites to understand, it's like being an
SP producer with no idea what is stage, script n sponsors etc. Or,
it's like vice-chairing rag with absolutely no idea what's the work
flow between the engrs n designers.
Am I complaining? Nope. I am thankful for The job. It's prob the
closest thing I can do that is related to chemical engineering. N this
job also also urge me to study harder n grab the chance to learn as
much as possible.
N th colleagues are quite nice!! I jus need to be less self conscious
n mingle more. N my boss is forgiving for all the mistakes made. :)
thank God.
So what do I do after OT? Tuition. Yes. I am still having students for
reasons like the parent doesn't want to change tutor n I need Te
money. Yes. I see the stack of debts that I am incurring n the lack of
cash in the family. I m not complaining also. I am thankful for the
assignments that I hav. N further more, I am not dating n my friends
are too busy dating. The best alternative is to moonlight. This is
also influenced by my bro lipchong. He says, "when I watch tv at home,
I will think it's a waste of time. He could be teaching tuition to
earn money. "
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I am generally very thankful for a job now especially during a time
like this. As I talk to more pple I also start to wonder about my
career progression. Was talking to tong on his car n talk about
earning 7-8k n the pple generally agree that is not enough. Ok. It
means I hav a long way to go.
At this moment, I'm not looking at months or years later. I'm jus keen
to wait for the next pay day to arrive.
If you are thinking that I want to be a salary worker all my life, I
dun think do. But I jus hav to settle the problems at sight first.
Secretly I m still dreaming. I jus need more time to breed n nurture
this dream.
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