Tuesday, May 30, 2006

below 18

today i bought cigarette for my father.

uncle: 你够岁吗?
me:够.
uncle: ic leh?

............

Saturday, May 20, 2006

birthday presents~

haha.. last year this time, i have a wishlist. but well.. that's cos i had a erm. 21st bdae celebration.. this year? i guess i will still list down. =) not to ask for it.. but just to blog about it. =)

1. 阿Q正传 (saw one at kino, about 13bucks plus.. will request as shomerim present =)
been hearing much about this classic, and i took a some time to read a few pages.. indeed it's by the 大文豪~ heheh..
2. eveready/energizer yellow colour meglite key chain. =) jus saw it.. it's yellow. and it's useful... haha..
3. i bought a wallet for myself on my last day of exam.. =)
4. think i will change my specs as mentioned previous.. the one i got last year got a chip in the lens and the nose pad came off liao.. okay.. i am rough.. sigh..
5. will be driving that day.. yeap.. that will come from my dad. =)

Friday, May 19, 2006

first day at work

yeap.. started working today. and it seems that my eyes tho red are fine to most pple. thank God. and thank God that it's recovering..

daniel, mild person but i think he does his work.

today the CEO came to visit. wow, my first day of work he come and shake hand with me. haha..

first person i talked to, wenhao. first qn is "are you local?" ..... i hate to answer but yah.. i am local. 100% he's quite a funnie guy.. typical tuangster.. he looks like 李克勤 and his behavior is like his role in that庙街show. haha.. maybe i long time nv watch tv.. but my vague impression is that.

derek, much less chatty then wenhao.. but well.. still can talk talk lah.. not that bad...

ellen, fulltimer switched to partimer. so she's like the semi-fulltimer. cos tho she's partime, she tends to costomers very often.

oh ya.. i have this bad habit of calling fulltimer as regulars.. !! too much of army lingo>! argh...

things sold are so expensive... so expensive. normal pple wouldn't want to spend there. when i look at the simple belt which cost over 200 dollars... i actually imagined this poor child being abused as child labour working under dim lights making the belt and paid for 1 centUS. and yet the good that he made is going to cost more than what he could earn in years. i feel a tint of sadness.. okay.. maybe i am imagining too much.. the goods are made in switzerland...

...
anyway, most prob will be shifting my blog next week. tho i must say blogger is very good but i guess i just like to erm.. try new things. i supposed. =) time to move to another kind of stuffs. yeap. time to do something more than html. yesh. but i will miss blogger flexibility with it's display output. maybe wordpress is as flex.. until i find out.

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

笑傲江湖

娱家播道正在播映《笑傲江湖》。一向来不是特别喜欢这个故事。 因为总觉得故事里的主角没有喜欢的神雕/射雕那么的出色。而且新传媒以前曾开拍《笑傲》而里头的令狐冲流着一头难看的maggi mee发型。而且,总觉得《笑傲》的剧情很不公平。除了我不喜欢的令狐冲之外,其他的角色都是悲剧人物,不然就是一个坏蛋。
岳凌珊,爱上文质彬彬的林平之,本可以幸福。但却因平之子宫,性情大变,嫁了等于没嫁。自己一向敬重的君子剑父亲竟然是个伪君子,自己甚至成为他的其中一个棋子。
林平之,无端端家破人亡。为了复仇,竟然自宫,搞得自己不能给凌珊幸福。自己也不快乐。
东方不败,不男不女。残死在任我行手下。
等等等。。。。 

没看完这个故事的时候,越看越不开心。看到一个个坏蛋自以为是,用江山/江湖/门派的尊严等为掩饰,作恶多端。

越写越不开心。我想我还是适合幸福篇。

doctors

normally doctors will be telling you this dun do , that dun do, then youwill be fine. ya.. prevention is better than cure.

but i just wonder, why do we always pay them for telling things that we know yet we still insist on doing.... if only doctors are people who make things happen, e.g. engineer a method to let diabetics to take sugar as and when they like. allow people with heart dieases to go for snow skiiing. blah blah..

ya.. i was trying to quote what my doctor said to me for my sore eyes, "no medication available. it's a viral infection, so have to let your body fight it out. "

sigh.. apparently, my body is quite weak in this battle

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

two days of MC

went to see doctor on sunday and it costs me 65 dollars.
the doctor say, "no, no more contact lens" the eye doctor say, "stay away from contact lens for one month or so". in any case, i need a pair of spectacles to go out gai gai.. yeah.. will try to stay away from lens from now. but i relaly like to wear contact lens, not only cos i think it's nice. it's really convenient and it feels real great to imagine oneself having perfect eyesight. think i will change my current stock to dailies.. if poss. cos i will still wear contact lens for some occasion, like visiting the barber (cos i want to see what's going on), play sports/running (okie, you may think i seldom exercise. but yeah, when i do exercise, i realy dun want to run with my specs wobbling around).

sore eyes doesn't allow me to work at bally for yesterday and today. it's really my wish to work at bally. somehow, i hav always wanted to work in retail/service section. it's a childhood dream. i guess most of our childhood dreams are some occupations you see on the road. cos a kid will not know what kind of jobs are there unless they see with their own eyes isn't it?

i wanted to be policeman, cos i see them walking around looking good. i want to be waiter last time cos i see them working in restaurants. i mean.. ya.. that's my logic.

so.. i really really hope to recover soon. sigh...

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stranded at home supposed to help me clear some of my personal work. still struggling to create my own website. i guess the prob is that i wan to have a good design more than i want to hav a website. not only i want a good design, i want to have the 3 designs to be in sync with one another. (the main page, my blog page, my photo page). so.. i realy dun know can i finish it. furthermore, a good design is not sufficient, cos a good design must suit me. wanted to have a nice page with some mt ophir pictures but that is so not ernest.. so out. blah blaah blah.. in short, i am trying to settle my website.

but lime said that if the content is more impt, the dun bother too much about design. hm... well.. to me, the content is only impt to me, i think the design is more impt to the visitors.

conjunctivitis



yesh.. i am stuck at home. i wish i can go to work. was quite excited about working. reallie. has been my 'fantasy' to work in retail. sigh.. now i hope they dun give me the sack.

Saturday, May 13, 2006

day out at town

thank God for an happy day out with weiliang, lipchong, andy and junda.
ktv from 2-5 and followed by me shopping at toysrus and andy finding his rosti at carefour, then lipchong shopping for album at Prints. of cos we had dinner. impt thing to highlight, it all went on smoothly, without erm.. at least that's what i think, anyone feeling left out.
with weiliang as my erm.. 'outside friend' lipchong and junda and andy are my chem eng classmates.
junda were from same sec sch and jc as me tho we nv really talked.
i knew andy vaguely from weiliang last time.
junda and lipchong were from the same medical centre as weiliang.
andy and weiliang were sec 1/2 classmates. and same jc.

interlinked. that's applies to almost a lot of other pple out there. but i am glad for this outing to be a rather happy experience for me. maybe cos i have always been a happier person initially. yeap.. cos i realise i was also happier last time at shomerim. and with fcm (since i jus joined them recently)

wish i can con't to be happy =) and learn to keep friends and make friends. =)

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

where am i going from here?

it has been a year in NUS and i am going to be a sophomore, a year 2 student next year. needless to exclaim that time flies for you should know this fact as well as me.

Chem Engin
==========
"it's a good course!"
"wow, you need good results to get in"
"got good prospects leh"
those are what people says. as for why am i in this course? largely due to the fact that it's CHEMICAL engineering. it goes as far back in Sec Three when i sudden feel worried about my future when i realise that my A Maths sux. i was worried cos my arts aren't good as well and if my maths cannot make it, where am i suppose to head? Science din't occur to me back then. then i suddenly think of Chemical Engineering sounds good. at least it has the word chemical in it. people told me it's not easy but i jsut keep it at the back of my mind until now.

i see it as God bringing me to the course. unknowingly acquainted with it and now i am in it. for prospects? not really? who knows what can happen in year 2009 when i grad. no course is definitely good for the industry. i just pray that GOd will bring me to the destination.

Sheares Hall
============
Staying in hall was in my mind all along. i din't realise that it will be so costly. But i am a person resistant to change. the notion of staying in hall was in me for too long and i decide to go for it. Kent Ridge was my first choice not for any reason but it was popular. Yuwei, Weixiong, Colin, Royston and other pple i heard about applied for Kent Ridge. I put Sheares Hall as my 2nd choice cos shuhui says that it's as new as kent ridge. before the results of hall stay was out, i told royston "I have a great hunch that we will not be in the same hall somehow. because we have always been ending up at different places alto we were so similar in choice and direction." true enough, we were close enough but still in different hall. it has been so since 1997. =p

i think the best thing i have done then was to pray and told God that i will leave the choice to Him. hence when i realised that i dun get my first choice, i feel that God is testing me and telling me that Sheares is the choice He made for me. i am glad. slowly i see the light. Praise the Lord.
1. in the end, yuwei and weixong not staying on in Kent Ridge for 2nd year afterall.
2. i realise the points system and the style of people in KR isn't for me and i realise my place in sheares is more appropriate.

Staying in hall is also impt in a sense cos i need external factors to make friends. i have been complaining about dun know which friends to hang around. most people have NS friends to fall on like yuwei. weilun got close to mike. christopher due to ns get to know wee kuok and stuffs.. the point is, i was quite lost. i tot stayin in hall will help me to make friends.

Where to go?
============
what is a hall? they will say Hall Spirit. they say you will find it fun and find true friends. but will they last? chio was talking about the 3 man clique isnt there soon.. some other people also disappear with bf and gf..
some people are active in faculty clubs. like andy and mingyi seems to know good friends thru PRU.
some people have close friends.
some people are busy with church. liwei, joel.

what about me? there's too many friends i wish to keep. who will be there when i have my wedding dinner next time?
weiming, weixong, eugene, andrew, calvin are my long friends
royston, and wanfen, yiwei if they are sitll avail then.
weiliang, jingyu and jiapei. tho without frequent going out, i know they are my friends.
church friends. actually, it hasn't been too long. only a few years. but the love of God constrain us. sure they will be there at my wedding will they?
i guess i hope all of them at my birthday last year will turn up for any major event next time =)

somehow, i guess it's time for me to find someone to devote my time.

what kind of girl i like?
=========================
weiming ask about the girls in my life. i dun know how to answer.
andrew also asked about it.
meijie also ask what kind of girl i like.
it seems that the kind of girl i like is a mystery. i guess it is, even to me.
炮制女朋友is often what i do ba.. i have the tendency to engineer people around me to be my ideal gf and give up as soon as i realise i can't. okay.. also, i think there's too few girls around me liao.
heard that weiming is chasing a girl, from scratch. meaning dun know the person, also give persent and finally get contact. wow.! can i ever do that?
now calvin attached, weiming chasing pple, xiong happily with andrea.. sigh....

heard the girls say, "how come all the spoilt girls got bf!! i dun understand"
one of them reply "cos guys like to dote girls, hence like those like of spoilt girls"

i also exclaim, "how come all the egoistic, bad guys have gf!"

so i guess it's viscious cycle......

so.. what's next? more work? or cont to be what i am trying to be? or let it be?

???

where am i going from here?

it has been a year in NUS and i am going to be a sophomore, a year 2 student next year. needless to exclaim that time flies for you should know this fact as well as me.

Chem Engin
==========
"it's a good course!"
"wow, you need good results to get in"
"got good prospects leh"
those are what people says. as for why am i in this course? largely due to the fact that it's CHEMICAL engineering. it goes as far back in Sec Three when i sudden feel worried about my future when i realise that my A Maths sux. i was worried cos my arts aren't good as well and if my maths cannot make it, where am i suppose to head? Science din't occur to me back then. then i suddenly think of Chemical Engineering sounds good. at least it has the word chemical in it. people told me it's not easy but i jsut keep it at the back of my mind until now.

i see it as God bringing me to the course. unknowingly acquainted with it and now i am in it. for prospects? not really? who knows what can happen in year 2009 when i grad. no course is definitely good for the industry. i just pray that GOd will bring me to the destination.

Sheares Hall
============
Staying in hall was in my mind all along. i din't realise that it will be so costly. But i am a person resistant to change. the notion of staying in hall was in me for too long and i decide to go for it. Kent Ridge was my first choice not for any reason but it was popular. Yuwei, Weixiong, Colin, Royston and other pple i heard about applied for Kent Ridge. I put Sheares Hall as my 2nd choice cos shuhui says that it's as new as kent ridge. before the results of hall stay was out, i told royston "I have a great hunch that we will not be in the same hall somehow. because we have always been ending up at different places alto we were so similar in choice and direction." true enough, we were close enough but still in different hall. it has been so since 1997. =p

i think the best thing i have done then was to pray and told God that i will leave the choice to Him. hence when i realised that i dun get my first choice, i feel that God is testing me and telling me that Sheares is the choice He made for me. i am glad. slowly i see the light. Praise the Lord.
1. in the end, yuwei and weixong not staying on in Kent Ridge for 2nd year afterall.
2. i realise the points system and the style of people in KR isn't for me and i realise my place in sheares is more appropriate.

Staying in hall is also impt in a sense cos i need external factors to make friends. i have been complaining about dun know which friends to hang around. most people have NS friends to fall on like yuwei. weilun got close to mike. christopher due to ns get to know wee kuok and stuffs.. the point is, i was quite lost. i tot stayin in hall will help me to make friends.

Where to go?
============
what is a hall? they will say Hall Spirit. they say you will find it fun and find true friends. but will they last? chio was talking about the 3 man clique isnt there soon.. some other people also disappear with bf and gf..
some people are active in faculty clubs. like andy and mingyi seems to know good friends thru PRU.
some people have close friends.
some people are busy with church. liwei, joel.

what about me? there's too many friends i wish to keep. who will be there when i have my wedding dinner next time?
weiming, weixong, eugene, andrew, calvin are my long friends
royston, and wanfen, yiwei if they are sitll avail then.
weiliang, jingyu and jiapei. tho without frequent going out, i know they are my friends.
church friends. actually, it hasn't been too long. only a few years. but the love of God constrain us. sure they will be there at my wedding will they?
i guess i hope all of them at my birthday last year will turn up for any major event next time =)

somehow, i guess it's time for me to find someone to devote my time.

what kind of girl i like?
=========================
weiming ask about the girls in my life. i dun know how to answer.
andrew also asked about it.
meijie also ask what kind of girl i like.
it seems that the kind of girl i like is a mystery. i guess it is, even to me.
炮制女朋友is often what i do ba.. i have the tendency to engineer people around me to be my ideal gf and give up as soon as i realise i can't. okay.. also, i think there's too few girls around me liao.
heard that weiming is chasing a girl, from scratch. meaning dun know the person, also give persent and finally get contact. wow.! can i ever do that?
now calvin attached, weiming chasing pple, xiong happily with andrea.. sigh....

heard the girls say, "how come all the spoilt girls got bf!! i dun understand"
one of them reply "cos guys like to dote girls, hence like those like of spoilt girls"

i also exclaim, "how come all the egoistic, bad guys have gf!"

so i guess it's viscious cycle......

so.. what's next? more work? or cont to be what i am trying to be? or let it be?

???

new born baby. outing with chloe, cryason, clyde





Sunday, May 07, 2006

election 06

i have so much to say.. for election and post exams.. but i guess.. being out for too many days left me larthagic to blog..

but the following.. i must state:

PAP ask Singaporeans to give them a strong mandate. (fact)

PAP got 66.6% of Singaporean votes (fact)

AMK led by PM Lee won by 66.13% (fact)

(from CNA, about AMK being contested)
Calling many of his constituents his "old friends", Mr Lee (PM Lee) said yesterday: "I think the voters are supporting us. We've got our message across to voters that this election is about the future and I think voters understand the people they choose will help them to win, help Singapore to win, to move forward."

Said PAP MP Mr Inderjit Singh: "I think for each one of us, it's very important. We're fighting it as if it's the most important battle and the reason is because this is the Prime Minister's GRC and we want to score as high a percentage of the votes as possible. I think it's a very significant battle."