two days of MC

went to see doctor on sunday and it costs me 65 dollars.
the doctor say, "no, no more contact lens" the eye doctor say, "stay away from contact lens for one month or so". in any case, i need a pair of spectacles to go out gai gai.. yeah.. will try to stay away from lens from now. but i relaly like to wear contact lens, not only cos i think it's nice. it's really convenient and it feels real great to imagine oneself having perfect eyesight. think i will change my current stock to dailies.. if poss. cos i will still wear contact lens for some occasion, like visiting the barber (cos i want to see what's going on), play sports/running (okie, you may think i seldom exercise. but yeah, when i do exercise, i realy dun want to run with my specs wobbling around).

sore eyes doesn't allow me to work at bally for yesterday and today. it's really my wish to work at bally. somehow, i hav always wanted to work in retail/service section. it's a childhood dream. i guess most of our childhood dreams are some occupations you see on the road. cos a kid will not know what kind of jobs are there unless they see with their own eyes isn't it?

i wanted to be policeman, cos i see them walking around looking good. i want to be waiter last time cos i see them working in restaurants. i mean.. ya.. that's my logic.

so.. i really really hope to recover soon. sigh...

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stranded at home supposed to help me clear some of my personal work. still struggling to create my own website. i guess the prob is that i wan to have a good design more than i want to hav a website. not only i want a good design, i want to have the 3 designs to be in sync with one another. (the main page, my blog page, my photo page). so.. i realy dun know can i finish it. furthermore, a good design is not sufficient, cos a good design must suit me. wanted to have a nice page with some mt ophir pictures but that is so not ernest.. so out. blah blaah blah.. in short, i am trying to settle my website.

but lime said that if the content is more impt, the dun bother too much about design. hm... well.. to me, the content is only impt to me, i think the design is more impt to the visitors.