After Sem Review

it's not an easy road. it's not an easy choice from the start.

i set off trying to tell myself that if God can bring me to it, He can bring me thru it. Indeed, by His grace, i have endured the semester.

it all started with hall or no hall, when i realised that i am the only one in sheares. at the same time, realised that royston, weixiong, yuwei are in KR. but i stayed, in sheares. i remember clearly that i have prayed regarding this matter and say that i will accept watever comes. since, it's by His choice that i got Sheares, so be it. i waited to see if there's a place for me in sheares.

due to my personality, i guess it's difficult for me to step forward and be outgoing. somehow, it has to do with the innate ability and erm.. confidence level. but nevertheless, God brought to me liwei, ivan along the way, to give me someone to turn to in times of need. not forgetting neighbours like wei wei who is there to spur me on. when i joined vcf as and when, i found zhihan to be having same doctrinal stands with me=) that's so cool.! it may not be what i have thought or wanted it to be, but still, i have pulled thru.

somehow, thanks to Jingwen, i got my committments easily - SP, tech crew and CMB. guess i am a bit reliant on him but well.. no choice ba. ~

modules gotten, quite smoothly except for managerial econs. cost me a lot of pts.. but it has brought me friends and opportunities to work with bernard, jeff, syeh li, binh, ravel, boon how, ngoc..

thru CTW, i know wee kwok and christopher...

thru my core subjects.. got to know lip chong, andy, ben, junta, here and there a bit of pple. supposed to be class rep, but i guess me quite slack .haha. !~ so paiseh

thru fna, got to know bernard better..

not forgetting weilun, micheal, mk in GEK 1535...

in short, thank God that i have friends somehow.

finished my last paper today. have i done well? nope, definitely. not becos i ahve taken 6 mod. it's jsut that, i cannot study. dun have the heart to study. why!!~ i dun know why, but i have to face the music somehow when the results are out. sigh. i can only pray, harder.

talking bout praying, i must admit that i have been weak in my walk with God. often times, i forsake Him and go my own ways, blindly, stubornly. i know i am wrong many times, but i just can't turn back, over and over again. keep telling myself that He has given me many wakeup calls but just refuse to heed. have to change if not my next sem is not getting any better.

holidays starting, so, i guess i have to enjoy before the results are out. =)

i want this car next time, in yellow

射雕英雄传-结句

兵火有余烬，贫村才数家。 无人争晓渡，残月下寒沙！

xiangying's birthday

as usual, i cannot help it. but somehow, i am the furthest guy from the rest of the group..

活在过去

我有一个大缺点--活在过去。

常常在生活中不时地想起以前，想起过去，因而沉醉在别无他人的一个自闭空间。也许从前太美，也许是现在有点不堪。怎么有着总想发呢？我也很想知道。

很久以前，曾经在考试的时候写了这么一段：

小孩有着天真烂漫的梦；成年人有的是实际的梦；老年人有的是踏实保守的梦；唯有青年有着大胆，又不缺实际性，伟大而不失可能性的梦。我们总有一天会登上我们心灵的最高峰，对这世界的大人说：“我们的未来不是梦！”

quoting others.. again

"两条路，一条络绎不绝，一条人迹罕至，你将如何作出取舍。"

good boy

http://www.funnyplace.org/file.php?id=2504&d=1

good boy.

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cannot believe my eyes.. or is it a photo trick??

http://notyourusualshit.blogspot.com/

a true-blooded blogger. totally differenet from what i am doing.. ~ ~

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can't help it but to murmur and mumble some same boring complaints to myself.: why am i so insecure, unwilling to face up to reality and at the same time, unwilling to accept defeat ! well.. some things not meant for you means that God think they aren't suitable for you. yeah.. accept it.!

十年后

刚读完了一篇十年后我可能会写一篇博客。 （岔开话题一些，我觉得博客这翻译真有意思，几乎给了博客一个新的意思与赞美。）

回到话题，我说我又读了一关于人来人往的事故。不是说在街上人来人往，而是的生命的旅途中，总会有人来有人走。有人取代一些人。通常，如果少见面，是不是就会疏远? 可是我现在在大学还真的没有什么新的知心朋友.所以,我很在乎我现有的朋友.你们知道你们是谁吗?

曾经有另一个朋友很喜欢这首歌, 不知道他是否依旧. . .

就算相见无期在某个夜里
你会想起我我也会想起你
默契永存你我心底情缘系千里
窗外景物飞逝
机缘轻触匆匆来匆匆去
且行且珍惜

<<且行且珍惜>> 张信哲

dun want to live on the moon

Well I like to visit the moon
On a rocket ship high in the air
Yes I like to visit the moon
But I dun think I like to live there
Though I like to look down at the earth from above
I will miss all the places and the people I love
So although I might like it for one afternoon
I dun like to live on the moon

I like to travel under the sea
I could meet all the fish everywhere
Yes I travel under the sea
But I dun think I like to live there

I might stay for a day there if I have my wish
But that’s not much to do when all your friends are fish
And the oyster and clam or a whale family
So I dun want to live in the sea

I will like to visit the jungle to hear the lion roar
Go back in time and meet the dinosaurs
There’re so many strange places I like to be
But none of them I gonna live

So if I should visit the moon,
I will dance on the moon be a lamb
I will make a wish on a star
And I will wish I’m home once again

Though I like to look down at the earth from above
I will miss all the places and the people I love
So although I may go I’ll be coming home soon
Cos I dun want to live on the moon.
No I dun want to live on the moon.

cute doggies

so cute

retiring teachers

"the school bid farewell to three Dunman High teachers. Thank you Mr Kiw Sin Wa, Miss Wong Sew Heong and Miss Goh Sock Hwa." dhs website.

out of the two teachers mentioned, 2 of them were my sec 4 teachers. it's a shame to me but i dun remember ms wong until after reading her farewell summary. how ungrateful am i. but i guess, that's the pain a teacher have to bear - the toil of teaching with no repay at times.

will i want to be a teacher? i tot i will like to be one. but, in today's context, if i were to be a teacher, will i be the type of teacher of my own choice?

anyway, i must thank Mr Kiw, for giving me insights about things. Ms Wong for giving me my physics grade in O levels haha..

how long has it been since i graduate from dunman? 5 years.. yesh. 5 years.