day 4.5

first day at work in taiwan within the camp.. done some simple printed, translation and the worst of all --photostating!!!

it will be good and more enjoyable if the machines is like those in singapore. imagine one with sorter, prone to jam and !! the instructions are in japanese..!!! i have to literally guess my way thru the entire printing sessioN~..

again, i will say, things are pretty fine if there's someone to wash my clothes for me. haha.!! ~

thoughts today.. erm.. talk bout erm.. wilfred,.. being a good companion, well.. things will be really bad here in ROC without him. ~

talk bout ms loh.. my ic this time. i think this word is apt for her - a sight-seeing tourist under the wraps of military. haha..

day 3

want to write in chinese but the computer here only allow fan ti. presently feeling quite down.. in the sense erm.. not happy.. i think i am mentally bothered by the fact that i need to wash my clothes (which is not impt)

and i need to do some unimpt things but yet no computer. (which is not an issue)

sigh.. think i just being diff with myself now..

back track... i said i will like to write bout pple in dieppe, one by one.. now let's talk bout roger. ermm.. he's the most 'baby face' guy around.. can't imagine that he;s a staff, reg, married and with child..

the rest.. is bout how crap people work in saf... erm.. just thoughts

been to renshou today.. erm.. spend the day there talkin to them and witnessing handtake, see the hua4 fen4 chi2... and a few of them call me zhang guan.. ahha.. get to knnow their army and forces.. quite interesting..

and in camp... ya.. was bout no com and no photocopier.. and i just 'spoilt' our copier !! arghh...... hope that it's a fake spoil..

erm.. tmr going to renshou again..

i did my QT yesterday, hope i can do it again..

anyway, i thank God for giving me good weather here (it was hot, and now it';s cold) erm.. i think it's good weather.. pray that God will con't to take care of me.. =)

day 2

2nd day here... erm.. quite okay so far.. i think the only thing i
cannot
stand here is washing my clothes..

went to ren shou camp to recce today.. erm. ya.. wind strong but not as
strong as described by weiming.

morning start with 1st parade and the day starts with last parade..
erm..
this time for one month.. i quite happy here stil... erm. see what will
i
say days later.

the 1gds troop is here.. now the camp is crowded.. sian.. but this is
the
real regimental life, communal living.. ahah>~ see how lah... but being
hq
gds still quite good. everything ot ot..

and yes,.. done my QT yesterday.. will do it today, i pray

day 1

have a big farewell from the church. jsut after an emotional farewell to jiaen.. people cried.. alice and david, xiuyi and shuhui.. alan said that i am very qian bian to choose a song to make all of them cry.. and to change the lyrics until so diao~.. actually i also very sad jiaen is going. there's much to learn from him.

and then, it's farewell to me. mee mee send me to airport.. hehe. and many came! really.. i wasn't expecting so many.. i think...
alvin, lili, nicole, teckbeng, shoon, shuping, shuhui, xiuyi, caleb, desmond, beepheng, limei, javan, tengyan, liangkiang, meijie, a. ke. (have to list,but not with me now. )

very touching, as what jia'en says, it's the affection and love within the church that is so enticing.>~ . thank God for them.

of cos, along the way to taiwan, erm.. as usual, i start to compare people, and to think that oh, i dun have this and i dun hav that.. how come people can have that and this but i cannot.. and then i realise that i am murmuring too much!! yes... i mustn't let go of this opportunity God gave to me to rely on him and to trust on his ways.. yes.. be full of faith that He will within no good things from us. and more imptly, it's Him that matters afterall~.

tmr will be going to ren shou for recce. erm. let it be nice. hehehe.. or watever it will be~ =)

a long day

today is a long day...

starts with 0945 at queenstown..
and it ends with 0000hrs at airport, bound for taiwan.

blog site moved.

Chirs is right.. for some reasons, this blog site shouldnt be make known to my office colleagues. it should remain an anonymous ground filled with ranting and words by blurdreamer.. and who is this blurdreamer? no one needs to know~~!!

i have made a mistake, i tot office colleagues are just like friends. but well.. to an extent, it's different, cos the friction is greater due to larger contact. they dun need to read my blog to know me.. esp after all the great effort putting up a front during daily life. why am i exposing myself to pple whom i tot they are friends?

this site is going to move.. for my dear friends.. those who bother, will have means to ask the new site from me.

anyway, this is the preliminary idea... not put into actions yet.

alumni~ ?

management~

i think i am enjoying my life.. to be busy and occupied.. but at times, quite blur about what's going on around me..

think it is impt to find time to meet as many pple during this time, go out with friends, kidz lah>~

at the same time, have to start planning for finances.. too many things on the wnat list..

insurance, driving (this is the killer), school restarting package... blah!!

really need some wisdom from above to help me.

^º*°©å£vïñ*º^ says:
found gene's present liao?
e.a.r.n.e.s.t.l.y -=if i am not responding, i'm away from my desk=- says:
havne.~
e.a.r.n.e.s.t.l.y -=if i am not responding, i'm away from my desk=- says:
diff thing . . it's .. sigh..
e.a.r.n.e.s.t.l.y -=if i am not responding, i'm away from my desk=- says:
thinking of asking him out..
e.a.r.n.e.s.t.l.y -=if i am not responding, i'm away from my desk=- says:
and shop with him
e.a.r.n.e.s.t.l.y -=if i am not responding, i'm away from my desk=- says:
if can find a common timeslot with him
^º*°©å£vïñ*º^ says:
are u really that busy?
e.a.r.n.e.s.t.l.y -=if i am not responding, i'm away from my desk=- says:
no lah.. but he's still working mah
e.a.r.n.e.s.t.l.y -=if i am not responding, i'm away from my desk=- says:
so must find a night with him
e.a.r.n.e.s.t.l.y -=if i am not responding, i'm away from my desk=- says:
actually i also dun know why..
e.a.r.n.e.s.t.l.y -=if i am not responding, i'm away from my desk=- says:
mon, if i want, i can go for some night class with my friend.
tue, if i want, will be going to church prayer mtg.
wed, if i want, i will play tennis with friends,
fri, for this fri, going for a capella concert.
sat, meeting friends at 3pm , hmm think sat night will be nice to meet him.

e.a.r.n.e.s.t.l.y -=if i am not responding, i'm away from my desk=- says:
and i am also reserving time at home for typing assignment
^º*°©å£vïñ*º^ says:
hee
e.a.r.n.e.s.t.l.y -=if i am not responding, i'm away from my desk=- says:
i think i am quite sad leh
^º*°©å£vïñ*º^ says:
ok u are really busy
e.a.r.n.e.s.t.l.y -=if i am not responding, i'm away from my desk=- says:
i also dun know what am i doing..
^º*°©å£vïñ*º^ says:
y?
^º*°©å£vïñ*º^ says:
wat u mean?
e.a.r.n.e.s.t.l.y -=if i am not responding, i'm away from my desk=- says:
i feel like i am trying to go for everything but yet unable to
^º*°©å£vïñ*º^ says:
hmm
^º*°©å£vïñ*º^ says:
wat are the everythings?
e.a.r.n.e.s.t.l.y -=if i am not responding, i'm away from my desk=- says:
classes, prayer mtg, sports, fun and outings,
also trying to complete my typing, and my web, and other pple's web, and this and that..

also have to go buy some things for computer (router),
e.a.r.n.e.s.t.l.y -=if i am not responding, i'm away from my desk=- says:
the thing is,... very sadly, my day starts only at 10 plus

dun feel like writing

dun really feel like writing despites many thoughts while walking, eating and etc..
whenever i am in front of my blog, i get more concerned bout pple reading (if there's any). it's not nice to ans to anyone thru my blog.. erm.. well... though talking to pple thru blog is one of my initial motives.

maybe will start another blog.. (but i wouldn't want pple to stop knowing me, the raw, prob ugly me thru this site)

maybe i will have 2 blogs..

most importantly, i must have dreamerize.com to be up~

to many things to do with too little time. too much..