there are so many friends around you.. and yet we have to put in effort to keep them. and maintain the friendship. it's definitely not easy. there's this group of friends whom i only meet them once a year. yesh once a year or less. and i really think that they are my friends.. - weiliang, jingyu, jiapei, jevin... and i hope they list me as their friends too..
there's really not enough time to be a familiy boy, and yet going out with all my friends.. so spending time together must be of quality. (yeah. . . easier said than done)..
and this is quite bad. i am falling into my inferiority complex trap again. keep thinking that people are not interested to be with me... and rejecting their invitation to go out just because i will THINK that they INVITE ONLY OUT OF COURTESY. this stupid, idiotic mentality has cost my friendship with calvin weiming.. how can i actually fault again!! it shows that i dun learn or i just haven cross my personal hurdle. army is suppose to let me start afresh.. dun let me fault myself again please.
it's just not easy to juggle your different appts in life... `
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