someone called me today.. alan. talk to him for a while and soon, we are back to the topic bout how busy, impt, he is in his camp. but how much things he does and how the other offr treat him so nicely. it sounds appealing to me.. make me, at a point to think that he's so capable, good, fortunate and how nice will it be if i were him..
BUT think again.. i have been going out for breakfast with Maj Lim, mrs seet, often meetin up with Ltc yong, Ltc Sunny, etc.. and i dun feel good having this kind of treatment already.. will i be really happy if i were alan?? I am, on one hand, trying to wash my hands of things to make me less impt in office, yet on the other hand trying to think how nice will it be if i were as impt as alan. Human Beings!! are so argh.. incorrigible.
so, let me be content with my work, and pray hard that i can do my job well. clear up whatever i have and tidy up the stuffs.!!! pray that i can recover all the stuffs e.g. the documents and dockets.. and all that...
hope tmr i can wake up in time..time to sleep. nite!
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