sour grapes

dun ask me who are the people talking.. i only know they are farmiliar people...
dann> oh.. you offr har?
Armyboi19> cool..
Armyboi19> yeah..
dann> oh.. now then i know..
Armyboi19> hehe
dann> no wonder you say your job not very tough
Armyboi19> hehe..
Armyboi19> yep
dann> ok..
dann> now, i have to re align my impression of you.
Armyboi19> y
Armyboi19>
dann> eh..
dann> dun know..
dann> got a different impression for offr
Armyboi19> y? must be a reason
Armyboi19> really what sorta impression
dann> maybe it's the 10 months they spend in ocs..
dann> kinda giving them some characteristic
dann> that.. i may not understand
Armyboi19> hmmm. like
Armyboi19> the 10 months isnt really such a big deal.
dann> dun know..
Armyboi19> im still me
dann> stuck up?
dann> but i know the real reason for my behavior.
Armyboi19> yeah.. as a group we are a bit arrogant...
Armyboi19> but im still ok alone hehe
Armyboi19> what is the real reason
dann> it's a self-centred, uunbalanced mindset i am having
Armyboi19> heh....
dann> erm..
dann> you know i was from vj rigth
Armyboi19> yeah
dann> the offr rate is like erm.. quite high lah
Armyboi19> ohok
Armyboi19> yeah alot of guys in my platoon from vj
dann> well.. in short i just cannot accept that i am not offr also..
dann> haha..
dann> a but the.. erm. sour grapes right.
Armyboi19> ohok....
Armyboi19> yeah. but if i didnt get ot be an officer i would be seriously pissed
Armyboi19> off
Armyboi19> its really everything you think it is and better..
Armyboi19> sorry for rubbing it in..
dann> what is worse, the offr in my batch..
Armyboi19> hehe..
dann> i really question myself: man... this kind of people also can make it.
Armyboi19> yeah true
Armyboi19> some fucked up ppl do comissioned as an officer
Armyboi19> some slip thtough the cracks
dann> but i din even go thru selection..
Armyboi19> i know ALOT
dann> i downgraded mah..
dann> so, not eligible..
dann> so be it.
Armyboi19> then you most prob would get in
Armyboi19> if you we highter pes
dann> that's the thought that kill me!
dann> i keep thinking i am destined to be one but yet .. left out
dann> ok..
dann> i am getting over liao.