30 May 2009: birthday and sundown marathon

this day, i am offically 25 years old. thank God. and thank all my friends who gave me a call. i reallie like it. i am jus a sucker for attention i guess. haha.. but it's all going to end. next year, i will be more than a quarter of a century old... prob will think of some other ways to celebrate. 

thanks to my hall friends.. for a dinner on 29th. and the usual hall celebration after dinner and movie. i will miss it.. (photos later)

and thanks to ebenezer who came and sang a birthday song for me. i know it's kinda weird. but i appreciate it and thanks to the organiser for the cake and the effort! 

the highlight of the day is the sundown marathon. thank God for allowing me to complete it. surprisingly, i dint scratch much. reallie. if i had my usual scratch spasasm, i wun be able to finsih the race man..

now, i'm a finisher of 42.195... finally. hahaha.. 

travelling sux

travelling from bedok to clementi

from clementi to buona vista

back to clementi.. and almost going to woodlands and etc.. 

argh.. it's eating me up!

science

it's how i live my life. 

and i want to live it to the fullest. 

but but but.. i do not want to be an atheist. 

a quick talk with chih makes me feel that a person believing in chance and evolution is so... p*thetic. 

thank God

thank God for a partial release of results. and it's pretty good.. for 2 modules. my first ever A+ in NUS. and it's not chem engin module. (no surprise)

eternal sunshine of the spotles mind

No, fly me, fly me, far as pole from pole; 

Rise Alps between us! and whole oceans roll! 

Ah, come not, write not, think not once of me, 

Nor share one pang of all I felt for thee. [3]

Lines 207–210 were spoken in the movie Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, which borrowed line 209 as its title:

How happy is the blamelessvestal's lot! 

The world forgetting, by the world forgot. 

Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! 

Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd ... [4]

wishing list

1. i forgotten bout it! but.. results coming on 29th/30th! good/decent results please.

2.

3. marathon

4. good career

5. i want to be more sure of it.. 

argh.. i need more routine about this .. qt.. or whatever it is called.

back to primary school time. 

qt

purposefully thinking about what i need to have and do..

1. 

2. get a job .. need to call steven tmr and ask for his reply. 

3. get a higher paid job. look thru recruits today. no potential. i need more papers and recruits. 

4. finsih my FYP. i think i only have 5 pages up today without all the tables and diagram. with the aux and etc.. i guess it's only about 10 pages. argh.. how to finish my report??

right now.. let me think what does it mean by

labor not to be rich...

cease from thy own wisdom. .. . 

provide. how can i ever provide? i know.. i must be chill and wait for Him to provide. but.........

qt is impt

i guess my best days were in primary sch. and thinking back... it's probably i actually made it a point to 'pray'. to reflect EVERYDAY. 

it was easy for me then cos the things that i ask for are so simple and so obvious. results, friends, schools, and watever. 

i want to continually work towards something now too. but i am nto sure what. i must decide should it be money, life, people or whatever. yes. it should be God but i guess i need more seriously planning. 

right now,

1. i want to finish my FYP

2. find a high paying  enough job with good prospect and high personal satisfaction.