chenxi had a dinner gathering at billy bombers today and caleb invited me to join them. well, i should have hasitated but i din't and straighway made plans in my heart to join them.
who turned up? xiangxuan and rachel, weiming, lily, mark and peiqi, edmund, caleb, zion. honestly, i do actually think i am out of place. fortunately caleb swop the seats such that i am in between caleb's table and mark's table. hence, i 'in' their conversation. caleb did a good job trying to make me feel comfortable. he's good. tks.
xiangxuan rachel edmund - only get to talk to them often in chriswell...
weiming - nv got to know him better. in fact, i dun knwo what's he doing and where is her now.
lily - yes, i still remember her very well, she's the one to tell me about pre-mil etc.. and she gave me a bdae present when i was in berean (kiansing's time). wah..
zion - erm.. he's chatty, known him, and esp time when berean (kiansing's time) is trying to set up the youth fellowship group.
mark and peiqi, erm.. only talk to them a few times lor. really very mo sheng. but, well, they are friendly.. hehe. =)
after dinner, we went to pasir ris park to climb the spider web. erm.. it's actully my first time climbing to the top. hahhah~! maybe if i am combat, will experience more? erm.. but okok, be happy with your situation now ernest, you are very fortuante.!
had lotsa fun, while trying to mingle with them. . .
and at the end of the day, this thing strikes me: i dun have friends whom i grown up with. not chenxi, i din't commit myself then. shomerim? sorry, i am already 19+ when i join them. weiming etc> erm.. well in a sense, but i cannot remember the growing up phase with them. the phase of self-discovery, and character molding.
other than eugene who i talked to a lot in sec sch, i grew up erm... with? dun know who....
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