"how nice will it be, to be a grown up, to be able to go to some pubs or hung out in the streets anytime i like with friends to talk to..", that's what i thougth last time. (in pri sch) and frankly speaking, i think i am of this age. this age where i can hang out anytime i like. but royston, yiwei etc (my pri sch best friends).. aren't there talking to me as often liao.
so i tot weiming, weixiong, eugene, drew and cal will be my best friends. weiming was telling his friend on the phone saying. " i am with my si2 dang3". wat a nice noun to term us. i am indeed honoured. but, there's still something lacking. weiming refuses to tell us bout her today. as usual, i kept quiet and leave the questioning to them. to of no avail. so i asked him again while walking back to mrt. so he explained, "i really cannot share this". so, i guess there's something that aren't right to share now. yes, i understand. guess cal and ming are close cos they alwyas hve this girls thing to talk bout. and i not spending enough time with them. well, it's just me. they are a bunch of F.R.I.E.N.D.S but i am jsut too ecentric.
i am worried, there's always this tendencies for me to get to knwo a group easily. but end up finding no sense of belonging and hence thrown into my self-illusioned depression. but, can i help it?
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