i am feeling very guilty. and i am not happy with the following yet unable to get myself out of the situation.
i think i am asking too much from others about me. too self-centred. i wish there's more that pple can see in me. vain glory and vanity in action.
sometimes i just dun understand (okie, i understand but cannot accept). why do people like pple who are a little bad. like jokes that are a little dirty. like to pass remarks that are a bit cynical. hanging out with pple conversing with witty quotes (sarcastic quotes to be exact). more often than not, it's the choleric type of pple which gets things. like hitler and pol pot. but why>? arent they considered to be bad pple and yet they can have influence. FJ. really FJ.
opinions shared are always more valuable than hidden thoughts. even when the thoughts are worthy ideas.
felt envious when pple shared bout the "henious" and yet exciting things they do as friends, with their gang/clique. 君子之交淡如水. that's what i will use to delude myself. (Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth; 1Cor 13:8)
friends, playing impt role in our lives. but they come and go. can i identify anyone coming in my direction? (Proverbs 18:24: A man that hath friends must shew himself friendly: and there is a friend that sticketh closer than a brother.)
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don't care about others and what they do with their other friends.. it doesn't matter to ya.. Just always keep in mind there's always a friend that truly cares about you.. =)
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