feugo ~

almost dint go for it cos i tot i should be around for swoc councillor preparation but thank God for making it possible to go. being councillor in uni camps are different cos it's all about making friends and not being a facilitator or erm.. big kor kor like in children's camp. which is supposed to be what i like. cos i always like to be a friend in children camp. =)

seeing the games that they play and the friends they made, makes me regret not joining camps when i was in year 1. i dint go cos no one around me are going.. but i guess i was wrong. i could have gone myself? maybe.. but i am deinitely not very 'high-profile' even if i had went. and i tot i will be too tired to organize outing and contacting OG friends.. that's what i tot lah.. but now, as a councillor, i feel like knowing more of them and stuffs..

but i surely know my class pple better this time.. i wish lipchong were there and it would really complete my ideal councillor list. ~

being a year 2 with the freshies,
1. ya.. time pass fast.. real fast..
2. at times, i wonder what am i doing? i am like one year older than them but not as good as them.. =(

but i also have more motivation to study le. i really want to study harder during the coming sem. at least should attend all lectures, do all tutorials and stuffs. results is not everything but i think that's the bare min requirement for me to do as a student. ya.. i want to be good so that i can influence pple too. yeap.. trying to be better so that i am teach pple. little actions to raise esteem.

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in all camps, it's always a competition between the groups. and somehow, thruout all my camps, i dun remember my group being one of the few top scoring group. i wonder if it's me or it's the group. i think i have a part to play. i am normally loud and active when i first know the people.. and naturally will have a say in the direction of play.. but i am not a winner in games as usual and normally lose motivation to play to win. i am saying this cos i really dun know how is it like to be in a winning team. and all along, i feel happy with a happy, friendly team. guess i am just a true plagmatic, sanguine persoN... choleric nature is diffinite not for me..

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