Sunday, October 01, 2006

lack of focus

the root cause of prob is that i dun get what i want and i dun go and try to get what i want. being a slacker too much.

today a lot of pple cut their hair.. js, kel, acutlaly only a few but it feels like a lot. i want to cut my hair too...

jianguo says that i am ostracising myself.. and i am almost a phamtom. well.. i dun know.. have i really done that? js also say the same thing and i wonder why... which is the specific actions?

can anyone tell me: do your clinque includes pple who wish to be in your grp or do you exclude pple whom you dun like them to be in the group. subconsciouly u will just move on to the destination when you see your friends have reached. for those whom no one is looking out for.. too bad lor... is whining a choice? or is it a cry for help?

dint blog a lot.. recently.. cos ... a guess there are things recently that i wish to tell and not to disclose.. recently tired of disclosing myself thru the blog and blog only. i need to be a physical being out there and not here..

tests on the way.. i know the results cannot be that good.. but please.. somehow good pls..

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