haven blog for some time.
jerry says that i am letting my work affecting me.. i guess it is true. but i just can't help but to put in my best in work. i wan to assure myself that i am capable of work. however, the freq med appt and holidays are disrupting my workflow and causing me to miss my deadlines.. how? the year is ending and i yet i still have so much undone.

today, there's a farewell dinner for pastor. see if i can draw out a card for him today. ..
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and anyway, i have the following wishes:
1. reconcile with my friends, weiming etc.
2. forgive and let go, stop being so petty
3. be discipline in my skin care. stop being lazy with the medication!
4. baptize next year.
5. and more to go......