on a bus trip home, i saw gurmit tearing. and many artistes tearing with him. too bad i dun have my earpiece with me and tvmobile wasn't loud enough. all i now is that he must have sad something significant. many people cries for this event, but i am sure it is not plain over-excitment for gurmit.

http://www.ahleck.swissnikira.com/archives/000354.html

read the above, and i roughly realised what's really happeningl. and what is so invoking bout his speech is that 100% truth in what he said.

"If i don'e smile as much as i used to, would you weep along with me? Not really needed lar...but it's better than not understanding what i am going through at all. If i don't join you for outings...don't use emotional blackmail on me because it's not going to work."

some people just wan to be alone in times of despair... like gurmit.
but i think for me, i will appear as if i wan to be alone, but yet hoping for friends to approach. what is worse? when they approach, i will elude from concerns. i also dun understand myself.