quite a headache

having quite a headache now....

i am really grateful that mrs seet is leaving many things into my own hands.. really, she is leaving things to me so much that little questions and instructions are given. for the disruption of the 2 future MO, she email and say PSE ACT. and afterwhich, no qns asked... and this is just one e.g.

but this comes with responsibilities.. i dun know how much can i act alone. how much is too much and how much is too little.

tan hock heng's med doc is not handed over from stts for months. and i only found out when he's goin recourse. and now, i secretly talkt to stts and "fight" in email.. wonder how am i supposed to send to tekong. (that's why i hope to send fred's or jason's doc to tekong, can send the med doct over as well.. )

and fred is also another prob!! while i am tryin to get him OOC, i seems to be posing a possibility to admin lapse. argh.. i dun want to hai4 mrs seet lor.. cos all this OOC thingie is my own show.. argh.. shoudn't have bother so much, should have sent all of them over.. and dun care.

and i am flopping so much.. i forgot to adjust the leave for the 2 disruptees.. EZlink card application, i think i left one poor guy out, he verbally tell me!! how am i suppoed to remember!!. (of cos mrs seet will not know cos the whole ezlink application process is me myself and ernest).

Lord, i need help, i need Ur favour in my life. Grant me the wisdom to handle and work correctly.


Jerry always say this, doing the right thing or doing the thing right...
we went to safti mi for saf day parade today. afterwhich, we are supposed to take the return trip back to camp (cos they have indicated so previously) but now, cos the parade ends late, all want to fall out from there.. i din't say cannot, but i was caught by the situation. i wanted time to tie up the loose ends e.g. arrange the attendance to be taken or account to bus ic etc.. but they were only thinkin of running away immediately! okay, i guess i look indecisive that they dun bother with me. i hsould have said, "give me some time to settle the admin and i will let you all go later.. " will it work? maybe i am nvr the cut for it.

wish i can ask them stop playing whenit's not a time to play.. but they are just not bothering with me.. whereas when darrell just say to weiwen, "u hve dockets to send, go and find ur doc" weiwen actually toned down.. ! wah lau.. treat me as transparent... what is this...