driving..

i think it is my retribution. but retribution for being a sucky tutor, hence giving me a sucky instructor.

i always teach my tutee to relay on themselves.. often not giving them specific instruction to go about the question but telling them how will i be sloving it. expecting them to get the feel of solving questions and hence learn. and now!! i am at the receiving end of my practice. argh..

dun like him.. wish that i can change now. i want to know exactly how to drive. formulas!! i need formulas first. i need to know how to drive before i get the feel to drive.!! i neeed to know how to interpret the situation, the mirrors etc.. and not you trying to guide my steering wheel..

he says that i dun even have my fundamental (cannot hold the starter for too long, will spoil it) hellO!~ you are my only instructor. if my foundation is weak? who to blame? me?

but i have this major fault, in life. that is to allow past mistake to be carried forward. erm.. explain a little. when i am pointed out regarding my mistake. my brain will thinking of the mistkae and hence unable to cope with the new incoming situation. it's like interpreting. once you have interpret wrongly, leave it and move on. stiffen up to prepare for the next step.

table tennis - my coach has been telling me: "prepare for your next ball!!!!!" yes.. most of the time after a stroke, i will be watching the ball hit out and thinking bout the stroke i have made. results? i have no time to react for the incoming ball!! argh...

driving - "eh.. you have do this and thsis.. " then i will start to think in my mind/grumble in my mind... leaving not enough brain cell to drive properly!! resulting in further wrong moves.. ~

i flop.