updates

francis says that i haven't been blogging.. erm.. well.. i blog in shomerim.blogspot.com sometimes.. so, ya..

thigns to update? erm.. my driving sux.. and yes he sux too.

oh yes.. went to mindef, and finally managed to visit the G4 people and yue'en(ALD) and get to talk to Junyang, Alvin, Zhaosheng.. it's just nice to meet people you know and talk to them..

alvin and zhaosheng havne't change in terms of apprearance at least. but junyang like become very pale or fair.. dun know which.. nvm.. haha..

thank God i am not posted to mindef. it's very very very far from tampines~ i will need to take 1.5 hour or more lor~ ridiculous.

finally going for course on 16 Aug. coming monday.. erm..dun knwo what to expect and dun knwo what attitude should i have as well.. ?? dun know..
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today attend court martial for rizal. along with his were 4 other accused. 3 awol and 1 drug.

think s'pore is too hard on drugs. erm.. there's should be a degree of severity. not all people deserve 18mths in db for drugs. really.. argh..

and i think, maybe national service is aggrevating the vicious circle of poverty for some.. really.. already poor, then go ns, then go db (becos some will awol to work outsite), then, family get into more trouble. when release, no income, pay activates late etc.. and awol again. hence no chance to go further studies. etc..
life is really unfair.. (of cos tere's a reason for the unfairness..)

i cannot be a judge. i am too compassionate. the judge today(LTC) is very erm.. firm in his grounds. and i think there's a deep-seated mentality that some people are jsut born criminals.

maybe he's right? maybe not.. dun know lah

anyway, rizal got 7mths. which means, i have to process his release as well.. *yawn..