---like this paw? i like it. have been using it since my last webpage in 1998. long time back isn't it?

dennis share his philosophy of being sucessful with us again today, during the high-tea. (anyway, the high-tea is only $9/= per head. damn cheap becos of royston's 50% discount) Dennis was saying that positive thinking will bring you to the place you wish to be at. i totally agree with that. in primary, i dreamt about being a prefect, get a high agregate score to go dhs etc, all were realised unknowingly. there is a kind of force is dreaming.. it will drive you towards your goals. but i have stop dreaming, erm.. should i say, i have stop dreaming hard enough quite some time ago. i am tired. lathargic and incapable to dream big and aim high. dun know why.
Dennis talked about networking, i used to be able to put on a smile and talk to everyone i know... now? i can't even bother to talk to my friends--eugene etc.. why? just dis-heartened. or jus too tired. lost the faith that they dun mind listening to me. everytime i tried to say something, there is this devilish voice tellin me that all are not interested in me and my speech. i have given in to this devilish voice more frequently as day goes.
Hopefully i can be stronger and be a better person someday.. or again. hehe.. all by the grace of God. If He allows. :)