never expect jevin will be the first person to read my blog. initially i tot my blog will be shoved in dust for ages before showcasing it. haha.. one more person to add as my links.. hehe.

i have been contemplating to have a blogger since jc when i saw huawei's livejournal. however, i really have my reservations. there are many inner thoughts that i wouldn't wan to share, and if i cannot be truthful in my writing, what's the point of writing? now i think it is worth being truthful in blogs. people who take the time to read your blog, they should be worthy friends to share my thoughts with. isn't it?

actually, how truthful can one be in his own thoughts? i, for one, often self deceive myself. so there's really no issue if the blog is real or not. one cannot judge.

"We are constantly in search for company, but yet some pple juz like to keep to themselves and hide the fact that they need company. "--jevin's blog. i am one who is hiding the fact that i need company. i put on a cool front, procrasinates my pursuits, lengthening my wait for others, hallucinating the -ve impressions that others have on me, sloth away the time, build high walls to keep visitors away. oh man, what i am doing?

i guess i cannot write further, thoughts are running thru my head so much faster than i can write. i need to sleep. ~all the best for tmr... life has to be better.