thank God. that i really manage to get eugene out for a supper on sunday night. and i really have the chance to tell him what has really happened to me. i am really so glad that both of us treasure this friendship and are willing and are putting in effort to substain it. i am so glad that my pettiness has given way.
however, given the chance to talk about my "hermit" lifestyle and the reasons behind it. i realise the "staining the bed' incident isn't really majority of the problem. one big problems lies with the lack of common interests with them, refering to weiming etc.
for years we have been just companions to each other without much personal interaction and we are not transparent enough to each other. it is a habit not to share already. hence, there's lack of topics. this is especially true for me as i dun watch soccer, play bets, talkin bout people in school, and all the happenings to other people. i am oblivous to them all and the news never reach me.
there must be a way out.. but i dun know how.. meanwhile, i can only try to be "interested". how convincing can i be, i dun know.. or maybe i am never convincing in the first place..
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