Monday, October 11, 2004

changes in office

today, it's definitely a good day to be in the office. suddenly i run out of things to do. more appropriately, things have reached a stage where by procrasination can take place.

ms to wanted to get francis from our office to be dixon's understudy. but her approach is far from being friendly. according to what i heard. she requested for help from our office since our strength is rather healthy. so mrs seet offered francis to run her errands. in the end, ms to wanted francis to be her understudy. and furtherday more, she 'skipped' the discussion with mrs seet and approach maj lim straightway. the approach is jus not friendly.. but that's what i see from mrs seet pt of view. on the other hand, ms to, did discuss with mrs seet, but mrs seet refuses to give francis. ms to thinks that it's unfair cos our strength is healthy and can do without francis. so mrs seet is being selfish and ms to is reasonable to make the request. i dun know. all i know is, yes.. yi shan bu ke chang er hu.

with kenneth around is really of some help to me. at least, i have someone to run around when i can't. as i have always said, mtl, though is only 30 percent of my strength is more than 50% of my work. so.. with a mtldocu(kenneth) is definitely good. although he far from being independant but is definitely sufficient. cos docu is not a diff thing.

yes.. honestly docu isn't diff at all, esp in my unit. so what have i been busy with!!?? minutes? meetings.. boi, investigation.. wth....

i think it's also ego boosting to have kenneth booasting. at least i feel like an ic.. okok, it's jus my illusion. he doesn't ans to me. but the feeling of having someone to let your officially arrow is quite shoik. no wonder there's so many f up specs and offrs around.

i start to think that i am a mediocre. and i am suited to be a mediocre. but yet i have been in the system for so long thinking that i will be somebody. i feel sad when i am not given responsibility though i am fully aware of the blissfulness of being a commoner. fan jian right.. ..

forgot to con't bout ms to francis and mrs seet. in the end, wilfred goes over to finance office. it's a win-win situation for all.. erm. except for ms to ?

between francis and wilfred, francis is can definitely contribute more. ms to get a new person for dixon, for the meantime. wilfred got himself a slack post. ms to? she got herself a slacker. but well.. that's enough for her i guess.. wilfred is technically Kenny's understudy. they are the same kind aren't they. all day long playing computer on their standalone computer.

indeed, life is unfair. there's posts around slack enough. haha.. but then again, it's really a choice. jeremy chooses to be not very bright and hence less work. kevin chooses to be more garung and helpful with the offrs. wilfred choose to be slacker, since the consequence isn't great in cco. i choose to be busy and see how much can i cope. i could have chosen to be blur(my forte) and useless..

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