day 10

it's a few days before CGO came and the main troops will be coming on the 11th.. so.. it';s our supossedly 2nd last nights out...

it has been more than one week and i think i start to feel and judge pple around.. of cos it is bad but well. after some time, we tend to have some opinions about pple around..

bkz, erm.. dun know him well.. but that time heard from wo jeery askin the rest of them who is the one who cannot stand him the most blah.. hm... wonder what does that mean..

of cos, will still like to remember wilfred for being a companion. nice to ahve him around. n jiaye and vincent. ! have been walkin with them for the past 3 nights out.. haha.. not bad.. quite nice to have them around to walk talk and eat...

but yesterday night out is a bit down.. erm.. why/?? cos i have made a calculation about the money that i am going to need in kaoshiung and kept withholding myself from buying anything that catches my eye, cos i am reminding myself that kaoshiung is the place to buy, not in this small town!! but later, when i see that the signal, supply etc pple bought so many things, i felt erm.. so sad.. thinking that i might have missed out some deals or nice stuffs..

sigh.. i know my problem. it's coveteousness!! it's really deadly.. i want to have what they have bought! that's so evil of me..

missed QT yesterday again.. yes it is becos of night out.. lights out liao .. well. have to catch up tonight..

V, erm.. he seemed to have known the ropes in qm dept and acting like a ag.CQ . haha. erm. i think we all like to be entrusted with responsibilities.. but the prob in NS is that i have to constantly remind myself that there are more capable pple around but not working (cos they are withholding... ) those who are working are those with the willingness to work, or the vulnerability of being used. ??