today is a super bad day for me.. dun know why.. think that i am being such a xiao ren and failure..
fred says that i am talking in an agitated manner.. guess i am, when i am talking to some pple. okie.. maybe i am in the wrong.. but well, i dun quite like the idea that he says i am talkin differently cos i am 3sg.. argh.. okie.. i need a mirror.. for reflection. most prob i will be disgusted by myself and plunge into a deeper trough..
now i dun dare to return back to office, cos darrell emailed to tell me that the printer he bought based on my recommendation is not parallel port enabled!! .. shucks lor.. i DID check and that OCS lady double checked and confirmed some more! what went wrong?? i really dun know.. but i really no face to go back and face him.. argh.
things are getting quite incredible..
by right, i am supposed to write about my 'excursion' today.. to manzhou, to haikou, to kuanshan, chuhuo and so one.. and talk bout their lek dao shuan blah.. talk bout my long trip which make my face turned black (so much so that ms to says that i am tanned).. but i am not in the mood to do so.. i feel that.. good things are coming to an end.
what am i doing? haha. argh.. what am i thinking.. my heart is in a whirlpool now.. too much to think about.. and yet i dun seemed to be capable of thoughts, deep thoughts.
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