yeapp.. went out to pasar malam today with shuhui, shuping, meijie, tengyan, lingqin, daniel..
think that conservations shoudl be recorded.. =)
talking bout back slided brethren.. erm.. i think i felt helpless in many ways..
heard about the many pple who visited liangkiang.. i realised that when i tot i wanted, and actually have planned to visit him, but i did not. erm.. just think that i should have done it. i should have shown more concerns to pple around. this does not restrict to the churhc.. i am thinkin bout my friends outside too. no wonder my ciricle of friends dwindle.. cosi am not making enough effort..
anyway, i think liangkiang knows what's going now and he's strugllilng with his thoughts too. just as i am, somehow, i think i , as well as many, understand what is he going thru.. i have backslided too.. and now i am resolved (God knows how long).. but yes.. hope he will be back soon.
with xiuyi.. i really hope that she will call me back or reply sms.. sigh.. felt so, unable.
honghao and bohao.. they are facing parental objections and hence not coming.. yes.. con't to pray for them. i really thought that they have been brave and of good courage. and i esp will like to give them all the support that i can. (maybe cos i see myself in them.. ) this burden to provide help and support and to encourage and commend them for what they have done so far. hm.. sms them more frequently..
something i learnt from mee mee, that is to be generous with your sms and words.. yes.. that's what i have learnt from the shomerim pple visiting liangkinag too..
oh yes.. humility!! message from this sunday's message. yes.. i msut con't to strive.. till then can i be happy with myself and other.!!! may the Lord, my God be the person i am lookin up to. and not to strive for vain attentions and glory.
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