enjoying

hh come my hse ytd to study... tho he din't really did much.. then off for movie with bh des xy. cars. a wonderful movie.

"should let the church kidz watch this show. and teach them winning is not the thing", bh.

yeap.. we all know that winning is not everything but how many adults practice.. in fact, some people thinks, with their so called mature mindset and socially adapted wisdom that winning is the thing.

looking around me, i kinda realise that i roughly knows what am i supposed to do. alongside, the minor roles i need to play are also very clear. that's to study and study well. my results arent good for sure, but am i really meant for poor results.. . i know i can do better.. i think i am more motivated to do better now.. now that des and nick are going to ntu next year. =)

studying with hh and bh makes me feel that education is really going haywire. okay.. haywire is not the word, it's just that hci's syllabus is hard to grasp. it's good and bad in both sense.
i realise i like to teach people how to tackle exams. why dunt i derive a way to teach myself? why why why?

and yesh.. confirmed that i am acting not manly enough.. too act cute. haha.. changing is not an option now.. but maybe improving myself is a good way.

so what am i supposed to say about enjoying? erm.. friends and company i guess. able to find people to go out.. yea. thank God. at this moment, i am reminded of my dear sec sch friends. i guess i nv forget them, it's jsut that, have less time together...

next phase of life dawning upon all of us..
xy... o levels and being pressed to make of choice between mammon ....
hh bh... growing up and grown up. a time, almost, to choose too... to stay, to hold fast, to lose track, to give up/in.
sh, working...
des... studying...
bro... next thing coming up is ns.. tho is still quite 1 year away..

my peers around..? either study hard or date hard. still.. it's a direction taken and chosen.

i know where i am going. the prob is how to get there..