"all who lead must lead by example"... easier said.

in every situation, a leader emerges.. be it an indian chief or a true leader. i dun why but i have put myself into a situation to lead (in a sense0.. why.. i guess i am just askin for trouble. i should have slack like the rest right?! saf din pay me enough to do all the crap.

but i still MUST NOT slack. though i may not be commanding attention.. but, let's be a good guy nonetheless.. maybe one day they will follow.. maybe..

it's not for my good. i jus wish for a hormonious environment... why things dun cock up and everyone is happy..

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tmr is the day.. DIRVING TEST. i dun know what to say. just trying to comfort myself that it's normal to fail.. but somehow, i still feel that my instructor is reserving things from me.. i nv get enough practice to check my blind spot and do filtering

still, i pray hard.. to PASS. to save my money.. my assets is draining.. i mean drained.

----- rest well and hope for the best...