thoughts.. ramdom thoughts again.

true love dun exists.. read from somewhere, some blog.

yes.. i think true love dun exisit on earth but there is a true love in heaven. that's the failure of human language.. it's not perfect. cos the definition of love is not correct.

they say love is not about receiving/but bout giving... actually that's charity **charity as in the old english, shakespherean english..

they say love is not possessing, acutally that love is just.. "love thy neighbours" kind of love..

they say love is forever, till death do we part kind.. that's agape love.. that the love which the mind rules over the heart ~!! yesh,... the mind rules over the heart. cos of agape love, we know that we have to love(agape) our spouse till death.. in times of woes and joy.. let's face it.. men being wicked in nature, will not love in times of woes/joy (*sometimes.. it's more diff to love in times of happiness **) so, it's agape love that keeps couples/family/friends/brethren.. together...
===>there are too many things the world cannot provide an answer...

PAT inspection.. it's tiring.. really tiring.. dun knwo wht to do with my dockets and drawerS!! of dockets and files.. argh.. i tink i am erm.. obsessive? i just cannot trust others to do it for me.. i just cannot trust them to file for me.. argh.. !! must change must change..

Driving.. so many people pass at their 1st try.. edmund, ms to, wilfred, see too, jason, yuwei, colin... !!!.. am i one of them>?

tmr we are having dinner out with mrs seet.. political dinner to some.. i felt it's courtesy to turn up...

asked jevin for spontaneous dinner one day.. well,...really think that i have little to talk to him.. dun knwo what to start one.. but.. he's my friend..

i haven't ask weixiong out for dinner.. not even once.. am i really that bad? but.. erm.. as what i have said.. i am really lost with what weiming etc. are interested in nowadays. soccer, betting, what they have. i dun know..

freak.. i just feel like talking the world night thru.. there's just too many thigns in life.. and place and in office and in my world that's can be commented.. i am a critque.. a bad one.. how hwo hwo..

rsm ask me bout computers today.. and to think that i actually talk cock with him regarding computers!! wah.. what willhappen if he realise that i was crapping all over..

and i forgot to go for my course today.. it's a course planned by me... nominated by myself.. argh.. and to think i am a course clerk.. i am also a leave clerk, how come i didn't forget to go for my leave??! and i am ord clerk also.. hope i dun forget to ord.. what talkin i..

my back is especially dry.. must think of ways to moisturise it intensively. . haha.

and erm.. is Joses a nice name? i dun know llhah.. jaahallahlkfjasoiwenckjkasdg

nuff for today.. i mean for now..