man's wants are definitely influenced by surroundings. xiong told me he has accepted moe teaching scholarship. Well.. I haven’t been thinking of scholarship since last year may.. cos weilun wasn’t going to pursue any scholarship.. so.. I thot I have forgotten all bout scholarship. Now that xiong is having moe scholarship, it rekindle my interests in scholarship. Well.. I definitely need it as my family, hm.. dun think can really afford my education in uni. But have I what it takes to be a scholar? I have actually tried to applied for DSTA scholarship, but I missed the deadline. Now, I felt so guilty bout it. Why the guilt? It’s the guilt of not doing things to my best. To actually miss the deadline of a scholarship application is a show of my lack of interest and effort in my job.
Okay.. I have made up my mind. I am going to be chem engineer.. and going to dsta! It will be hard and I will be faced with strong competitors like weilun. But let me remind myself, that “I can do all things thru Him who strengthened me” phillipians
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