只有懂得真心付

anyway, i do want to do up a post for the marathon.. but somehow, i dun have the photos.. still haven find on internet yet.. 

i am having a lethargy to blog.. which is a bad sign. cos it means there's nothign i feel passionate about to blog...

a quick search online will find a lot of proud finisher of the sundown marathon.... for me? i find it otherwise. 

i dun feel any pride.. 

.. maybe cos i dint put in my full effort.. 

maybe cos it comes too easily... 

maybe cos i dint put in a lot of preparation.. the timing is mediocre... 

apparently, completion is not enough... 

maybe that's why i also dun feel excited graduating.. 

i need to find something so cool that i want to excel in!