graduating

in this life, we have many preferences, or a better word, it's called biases... 

and i, realise that i have many. so much so that i realise that i am choosing too much about the way i wish to perceive people. 

as i am moving on the first day of my work.. i am so worried for the lack of preparation i am making for it. 

today i realised that i did not make any preparation for nus. i dint join the pre-camps. i dint join the orientation camps. i felt that i have not been initiated into university life. 

the same mistake should not be done at work. but as to how to prepare, i think i cannot think of better ways than to find some solitary time with deep thinking and prayers. only God can tell me what to do. 

joined the secc camp for the first time! yes.. after 4 years in nus. on one hand, i wish i have a looking-glass that i can see myself in.. but on the other hand, i am still afraid of knowing the person i am. 

and i think i am quite easy going.. and i will, unfortunately, hope that everyone is like me. and dun kaopeh so much~