cny 2004

this cny is kinda a mark of a change of era in my family. suddenly i am reaching 20 this year. "wow... time flies.. ernest so big liao.. an edmund so tall already leh.. taller than ernest liao", said by many. indeed, i must agree that edmund has grown up. things are not the same any more.. the fact that he is surfing p*** on my com.. haha.. he's growing..

and i am going to be uncle again. my tang ge is having a baby this coming march. we do things like discussing names and everything. oh.. to think that i have a part in thinkin of a name for a baby. erm.. kinda weird right?

edmund is 15 this year. and he's the youngest in my generation. and i am 20, theoritically eligible to get married also liao. haha.. we(my gen) are all moving to a different time, from schoolish chats about cca/teachers/subjects, we are talking bout uni, jobs, markets.. i dun really like it.. but, what to do?

and this year, specifically today, we went thru the age of the relatives one by one and convinced each other that time flies. my da gu aka my gu ma is 62 my da bo is 64... and they are having grandchildren already. and my father, being youngest is having a 20-yr-old son, me, too.

wanted to do up a family tree. i am fortunate enough to know most of my relatives. but for edmund, he doesn't. after my grandfather passed away, my parternal family dun have to practice to visit each other during a designated time, meaning, we dun get to see all the relatives during new year. will be fun.. maybe. i know my father has always wanted to unite the family.. all the biao and tang cousins from my father side. but he's the youngest in his generation. kinda diff for him also. i will remember his wish and fulfil it if poss next time.

as usual, i made many personal aims for myself aGaIn! exercise to tone up. to read more, to study more, and know more. etc.. to many aims to little time and perserverence..

ok.. shall end my ramdom thoughts with this:
when we are running at the same velocity with a bus, the relative velocity wrt to the bus is zero => the only way to stop time from running, is to run with the same velocity as time. only then can the 'velocity' of time be zero!