i think i am having too many things in hand and in mind. that is why things don't work out. i have mroe cock ups. and i have more things not done, or not done properly.. why? i wish i have been more capable.
1. ravi's ord, i din ask him to do his ffi!
2. desmond's ord, erm.. nothing wrong, jsut that things aren't smooth.. he din bring his replacement money..
3. forgot to duplicate keys for francis
yes. francis is raizal's understudy. 1985, a cheerful lad. like to know him, like to have him as friend as well.. well.. i have to do my part.
i have this bad habit: i seems to talk too much and "show off" too much.. ya.. by showing how much i know in office, invites unnecessary work and efforts from me. by showing how much i know, also shows how not humble i am. and it may cause some people to be unhappy with me.
wendy, is one person i will never want to be. but it seems that i am not far from her.. what rights do i have to criticise her..
she talks a lot, me? erm.. needless to say..
she complains a lot, and make a mountain out of a molehill, me? kinda the same, i often blow things up to gain attention... welll i am deprived of attention..
talks about what she is doing, scared taht pple dun knwo she got somethign to do; me? erm.. kinda the same, jsut that i do really think i have more things to do than her..
oh man.. just feel that this isn't the cny eve i want it to be.. there is something in me causing all this unhappiness in me. the lack of peace and bliss is causing me to feel the guilt.
what should i really do? i dun know..
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