you know, many times i will somehow still do things against God even there's this little voice telling me that NO! you cannot do this!. after which, there's always immense regrets and followed by a series of events which make me feel that God is not happy and in ways chastening me. really. it's a very bad feeling and you just think that all things planned will not work out.
i hate myself whenever i gave in.
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yes.. there's no such thing as bad omen. that's why i put inverted commas on the word.
the thing is... when you know you are against God, you know God is not pleased and you will feel bad. the guilt and regret is so painful, esp when you realise that you are such a bad fellow to God.
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