Happy 21st BirThday! friendz always!!~..
yeap.. tho we have diff lives and friends, and different route in life, i never fail to feel that you are my best friend each time we met. thanks for being a friend and happy birthday>~
ernest
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yeap.. roy's bdae party at tamp safra ktv lounge. it's a party indeed where there's KTV in the hall and pool table (tho i din't play) and free flow of drinks, alcohol and non-alcohol. it's a total diff bdae cele from mine.. but of cos the cost is high. haha..
//and i stop and think, will i prefer his or mine. i think i will keep mine. his 21st birthday is so adult, with ktv and all, and that is something that i am not very keen to have.. adulthood? nope i am not celebrating adulthood, i am celebrating cos it's worth being happy.
and the group of friends? he has relatives (which i have excluded) and friends from army, jc, cca, sec sch and of cos pri school.. so nice to see him partying with his army friends/platoon mates, they are really a bunch of crazy guys boozing away.. and also with him, his friends.. i can feel that they are a close bunch of friends.. i guess, to me, he's another type of friend, a type of friend whom i will always remember to be my best friend from primary school. it's the ties that binds and the memories that holds. that loong time after, we will still take each other as friends more than acquaintance..
//then i stop to think again, thinking that it will be so nice if i had, erm.. maybe table tennis teammates or army camp mates to party with. people whom i have spent great deal of time going thru exciting events together... but i know i shouldn't think this way.. i thank God for giving me the friends that i have now.. no matter how distant they may seem to be, they are still my friends..
i may not have a party with lotsa yum-seng but i have a bbq with help from so many friends and shomerim celebrating with me. yesh.. counting my blessing..
excluding my relatives is smth which doesn't hurt me but i think it's quite a loss to my parents. i think it's really their joy to announce that their son is 21 already. yeap..
saw shevon, she's all grown up. just like my bro. feel so old. haha.
think that my bdae bbq is God-given. until the very last week i have not settle all my food and help came from tengyan and beepheng. and when i tot i have little friends to invite, i have shomerim and church to celebrate with me. thinking back, i really feel the sweetness from God.
and when i was envying roy having good and close friends around, i felt guitly again. cos i actually allow to forget my Friend, Lord Jesus, who has been with me all the time. i am so vulnerable to remember only physical tangible objects.
wanfen felt so at home over there, for she knows almost one person from each table.. from all over the places.. haha. and me? well.. i have small social circle. heeh. also stop to ponder what is the ernest that i want to be.. the one who says hi and bye to lots of people or the quiet, introvert me.. ? need to think bout and make a decision before uni aagain..
21 years old.. what's next?
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