if eq is more impt than answering to God, then, i wonder why. i dun mean it and i think it's just a few hard ways to get my prayers answered.

some things are never meant to be.. . at the end, the question still persists, persists about whether the company does matter or we can really focus on Christ. often, i am such a men-pleaser, and when i realise that i feel sucky. when i tried, and when i think that i am trying to please God, things turn bad and i feel bad as well. it's all bout me.. about me not true, maybe.

and i think this blog should moved. and it's urgent.